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I'm gonna move soon!

2011-07-28T13:10:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA!
I'm moving soon.
TO A BRAND NEW URL.

There's too much misery and nonsense on this page that I've been using since 4 years back.
Right now,
I'm gonna start a new blog somewhere else.
UPDATE YOU FOLKS AS SOON AS THE PAGE IS UP.

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy; don't you know you can't escape me. :D

A poem from a friend.

2011-07-17T01:43:00.003+08:00

Oh well, since blogger has been such a bitch to me lately.
I cannot setup my birthday photos properly.
And, being a perfectionist person, the blog post would be delayed.
So while troubleshooting,
I shall blog a super duper wordy post for my friends whom have been waiting.
I'M REALLY SORRY!!! :(

HAHA!
This poem is supposed to sound like ME.
And yes, if it's written by him.
I AM IMPRESSED.
Too bad, i doubt so.
So....
To whoever the author of this;
I can totally understand you word for word.
In fact, i feel that YOU ARE AWESOME! :D

Here goes;

There are a hundred things she has tried to chase away,
The things she won't remember and that she can't let herself think about,
Because that's when the birds scream and the worms crawl,
And somewhere in her mind it's always raining a slow and endless drizzle.

You will hear that she has left the country,
That there was a gift she wanted you to have,
But it is lost before it reaches you.

Late one night the telephone will sing,
And a voice that might be hers will say something that you cannot interpret before the connection crackles and is broken.

Several years later,
From a taxi,
You will see someone in a doorway who looks like her,
But she will be gone by the time you persuade the driver to stop.
You will never see her again.

She feels at home on the range;
Ear protectors in position,
Man-shaped paper target up and waiting for her.

She imagines, a little,
She remembers, a little,
And she sights and squeezes and as her time on the range begins,
She feels rather than sees the head and the heart obliterate.

Use the gifts that god gave you.
That was what her mother had said,
Which makes their falling out even harder, somehow.

Nobody will hurt her.
She'll just smile her faint vague wonderful smile and walk away.

To the writer;
Are you really somewhat my clone?
HAHA.
I feel you. :X

Oh well,
It really good to have words understand you sometimes.
Cause to me;
That's so far words can take one to understand oneself.
It's really more of feelings for understanding.
Some feelings are just undeniably TRUE.
Whereas words are just receptors of feelings.
And so, ever heard of poor reception?
But never poorly felt feelings eh?
Because deep down, THE HEART NEVER LIES.
It's always poor reception;
But not BAD FEELINGS cause they reflect truest about oneself.

Just another rumbling block of thoughts.
That usually chains. *dismissed ideas*
I need to go & bathe right now.
And stop rumbling here!
NEED TO BLOG BIRTHDAY POST SOOOOOONNNNNN!
Zzzzzz!
HAHA.

Off to bathe now.
AND GET SOME SLEEP FOR MY QUEEN SKIN~

What ifs.......

2011-07-02T22:21:00.003+08:00

如果这一切是梦呢？
我是不是在害怕？
害怕自己不再能有期待。
害怕不能相信再奇迹存在。

Finally; It's about time anyway! :X

2011-07-01T00:29:00.005+08:00

Omedetou Gozaimasu! :X
HAHA!
Saying congrats to myself!

It's about damn time that i finally can take photos actually talk! :3
It's been really hard on me for 6days now!

I'm a real talkative person.
And, yeaps!
I'm proud to say I DO have the gift of a gab! :X
And yeps;
Sometimes I DO feel that I've a daily quota to hit~ :D

Back home finally after girls night out with ST dearie! :D

And this time;
I came home with a HAUL! :D
YES YES!
PAYDAY! :X

My faved most worshiped mag! :3
I believe that Taiwan is the ultimate skincare trend setter.
Getting this every 3 months is a MUST FOR ME!

The happy girl long awaited smile!
Every 3 months then one publication of 女人我最大 magazine! :D

Not to mention!
My limited edition Dolly wink lashes! :D
Note: I should smile more! :DDD

Camwhore shot! :D

Okay...
I gotta go & bathe & get ready for bed! :D

Oopppssss~
One more thing.
This pictures calls for a visit to Serene! :X
SOON! :DDD

MISSING YOU.

2011-06-26T19:37:00.007+08:00

YES YES.
You lovable paparazzi peeps!
HAHA! :X
Been thinking what I've been missing right?

I'm missing my SMILE!
HAHAHA!

CURRENT STATUS: BORED & SMILE-LESS.

Miss doing even this ghost face.
All i can do now is the "swollen" face.

I miss chatting on the phone with my besties too! :(

Will chat with you fellas soon! :)))

While i'm missing all these;
I've been doing tons of work at home too.
Doing my new structured PLANOGRAM. :)
So that it could actually be used for the upcoming price change too.
Prolly if I've a lil more time I would make a testers list.
So it could be used to order testers! :)
All still in the works.
If only God gives me a lil less pain. :X

It's seriously not painful.
I SWEAR.
It's only a PAIN IN THE BUTT.
Uncomfortable that's it.
I miss good food.
Cause I've been eating porridge & meatless soups!! :(

I think it's uncomfortable cause I can't talk.
& you know how much I love to do so. :(((((
And, not to mention;
It's super uncomfortable to SMILE! :((((
It's so not me not to do the both of the above.
I rather forgo FOOD. :(((

Okay okay.
I SHALL SPARE YOU FOLKS THE WHINING.
Pain is inevitable.
However, wallowing in pain is unnecessary. :X
STOP STOP! :))))

ALRIGHTY;
I GOT TO GO FOLKS!
OYASUMI! :D

PS:
Whenever,
I don't talk to you folks;
I'm giving you guys a chance to miss me.
So, DO MISS ME, OKAY? :D

Attempts of a perfect jump shot!

2011-06-23T12:54:00.002+08:00

Well.
It's been some time since i blog.
And my blog misses my face!
MUHAHAHA~

Been up to no good though.
JUMP SHOT!
Raps was teaching me about it.
On how to fully utilize the DSLR.
HAHA.

Been out with my perfect cute gold flats.
It's really shiny but the thing is that it's so flat with no elevation! :(
I'm the heels kind of person man!

Here you go!
Me flying like a bird.
HAHA.

Don't know what i was thinking taking this photo.
But the thing is that i love the contrast. :)))

PEACE WITH RAPS! :)))

Trying to up my security on FB.
Failed attempt though.

Crazy stalker is on the loose.
And yeps,
He's nuts.

Don't people ever get it?
If people deletes you means that they don't want you to contact them.
Same rationale as blocking.
Except that blocking is much better;
They give you that wee bit of chance or pride to stop harassing them.
But the thing is if you don't know how what is the meaning of STOP;
Then here comes the delete button.
DUH!

Friends comes & go.
And yeah.
If you were wondering what's with that statement.
It's only reserved for certain people.
We all have past.
And, if i can move on.
And DOESN'T WANT TO BE DISTURB.
ACKNOWLEDGE IT.
STOP PESTERING ME.
MOVE ON ALREADY WOULD YOU?

Since time waits for no man;
Why should i do the same?

You had your chance to keep me beside you;
Yet you choose to keep me as a fair weather friend.
Then, here you go.
This piece of news is for you;
GET OUTTA MY LIFE.
I DON'T NEED YA TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

Cause from now on;
You can't hurt me.
You can't reach me.
Your words can never break my bones.

GOOD LUCK & GOODBYE FOR LIFE.
You come near & I'll just go for a restraining order with the police.

WISDOM TOOTH IS A BANE! :(

2011-06-10T23:26:00.004+08:00

YES YES.
I'm 20 going to be 20 PLUS already.
That's why you choose to pop out of my gums now.
I understand that you are going through a rebellion stage.
Where you wanna see the world & be free out in the open.

But could you stop torturing me & tell me what you want?
Causing riot in my gums ain't the way to work.
I can't talk much, *I'll thank technology later*.
Neither could I eat or swallow anything properly.

YUPs!
I'm talking about my WISDOM TOOTH.
I never understood the term why it is called the wisdom tooth.
It's so stupid to grow without a reason.
And not to mention, grow in the wrong direction & cause pain to the bearer.
Why should you folks proclaim it "SMART"?

I'm a hardcore Coke or gassy drinks hater.
But "CHEERS" to that wisdom tooth.
I drink my Coke with salt.
Laugh all you want. :(

YES, THIS IS A DISTRESS CALL TO ME.
Anyone see me anytime with Coke, please ask why. :)

TONS OF LOVE & C&C from dearest BF is CRUCIAL.
I know i sound like I'm making a molehill outta something small.
But I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY TERRIFIED OF DENTIST.
It's a childhood phobia.

This WISDOM TOOTH EXTRACTION *not yet done* is gonna freak me out full time.
FOR REAL.
I've asked for general anesthetic so I wouldn't neither see nor hear or feel the dentist & procedure at all.
It's no joke sitting by yourself crying in the clinic cause the dentist scares me.
I totally sound like I'm back to being 12.
But, the root of fear belongs to a frightful childhood memory.
That i do not wish to mention here.

With this on & off feverish feeling;
Fatigue;
Inability of proper speech without pain;
Inability to swallow anything normally;
IS KILLING ME.

I don't know what's scarier.
Not being able to talk or not being able to eat.

And,
I've so much more things that i need to do at work.
I'M WASTING PRECIOUS TIME DAILY CAUSE I'M SICK.

Saw this & missed work.
YES, TRUE BLOODED SHISEIDO FAN & A SHISEIDO WORKAHOLIC, I GUESS.

Saw this again & made me feel repressed with sadness, yet again.

Being at home for one day plus;
I scanned through my computer to find this!

My old old poly photo in MCT class.
I had only foundation on! :X
I miss that smile.
Right now, smiling bring pain.
That's stupid tooth!

Another old photo.
I miss my blonde hair! :(
So Japanese feel at that point of time.
Maybe my next hair colour should be this! :)
Not that i don't love my current colour.
But it spoils the Japanese feel.
Now, so many customers keep speaking to me in KOREAN.
Zzzz TTM! :X

Another old fave photo!
I don't know why i love it.
I guess it's the feel & the hair! :X

OKAY.
Enough of old photos! :X
I'm going off to sleep.
Need to get back to work tomorrow.
Hope my jaw doesn't hurt anymore by then.

Last photo of the day.
Is this REALLY TOO MUCH?
Cause I love black specs! :)))))
I actually do wear them out! :X

Beliefs & faith of my life.

2011-06-03T20:55:00.004+08:00

Guess what people.
Something bad happened.
My hormones are screwed up again i guess.
Breakouts everywhere.
I'm so sad. :(

But i shall stay positive for its recovery.
I'm so charged up lately.
Sometimes i don't know where i get my positive vibes from.
Maybe I might have found the secret to living in happiness & contentment itself. :X

Enough said about that.
Today's entry comes with a mission.
& that very mission of mine is to thank this superb customer of mine.
And to explain this very photo above.
It comes with a touching meaning behind it to me.

I was so touched by what he did.
He saw my face condition & encouraged me that it would be gone soon & everything would be better.
First time.
A stranger saw through this veneer of insecurity.
I didn't know whether to feel sad or not.

But this very customer.
Went to the extent of introducing me acne medication.
Explained that he was a pharmacist.
Told me that it's not my fault that my hormones are this way.
He said that it's a phase that we all have to go through, just that some are better than others.
For my condition,
He told me that he had seen worse from others.
So he told me confidently that it would & could be cleared.

He left the shop with written medication for me.
And, little did i know.
He returned to the shop again to tell me that one of the medication could be bought in Guardian in the transit area.
And he asked if i wanted to try it.
So, he went back to Guardian getting the specific item and gave it to me.
I offered to pay him back the sum but he refused saying that it was a birthday present from him.
And hope my face could recover before my 21st.

I was touched beyond words.
HONESTLY.

I was a mere stranger to him.
And yet, the type of concern i got from him was indeed touching.
Never did i expect my own personal beliefs would be replicated to me.

I wanna prove to this world that;
It is POSSIBLE for someone to be nice to you WITHOUT MOTIVES.
It is POSSIBLE for someone to care WITHOUT MOTIVES.
It is POSSIBLE for someone to give a person a hug due to appreciation WITHOUT MOTIVES.

I remember blogging about this one month ago on my blog.
And, it just came back in a vicious karma cycle of lesson.

Everyone asks why am i so astonished by this incident.
Could it be that i've not seem much of this world?
I seriously don't think so.
I'm just completely appreciative of what happened.

Right now,
I feel much more affirmative of the light in life.
I'm not weird like what everyone else labels me.
I'm proud to be part of this cycle.
I'm proud that there are people like me, with that very heart of concern.
And for that,
I feel like i've managed to understand another piece of the puzzles in life.

Much that there are darkness on Earth,
I began to see, believe, experience, AND LIVE THE LIGHT.
Thank god for sending this "messenger" into my life.
For now, i'm grateful.
From today on,
I'll learn to PASS ON this beam of light. :)

It's never about appearances.
It's about the inner good.
It's about showing concern.
It's about showing the world the light so that the others no longer live in the darkness of fears.

That would be the very faith of my life.

THANKS SO MUCH, MR JIMMY from Malaysia.
I hope you enjoy Brunei as much as you should.

Weekend off lo! :)

2011-05-29T12:37:00.015+08:00

It's weird.
To have weekends off when you are actually working in transit.
So when you really have them.
You would tend to try to find ways on how to spend them.

And,
This is how i spend my last weekends off.
Let's let pictures do more talking.

Oh yeah.
Grad ceremony.
Finally graduated from TP.

Sitting in there for 2 hours just let yourself calm down from the irrational fear of tripping in front of the graduating cohort.
This is the view that you would get.
I never knew why for the heart race.
And it wasn't the first time I've gotten on stage.
Be it to sing or "dance".
But yeah,
ADRENALINE RUSHED~

GRAD.
With this paper, i bid goodbye to TP! :(
No more being able to make friends by turning you head & smiling to the guy next to you.
You do that in public,
They would call IMH on the spot after giving you back a pretentious smile.

TIMBRE-D!
With ST darling.
She said that I'm just nuts. :X
YOU KNOW WHAT?
She's actually right.

SUPER GONE GIRL'S NIGHT.

4 cocktails on the spot.
Spot my Choco Sunday & Apple Martini? :X

Yeah.
SEXAY~
Sex on the beach.

DUCK PIZZA.

No photos for the girls night out.
Cause of nonsensical talking.
& SOME IDIOT here,
Forgot to bring her memory card despite a fully charged DSLR.
GG right? :)

Anw,
Too much talking.
No rooms for photos too that night.
I was 88888+++ right babes? *winks*

NEXT DAY;
Saturday aye.

On the move again.
Pan Pacific hotel.
Love the gold nails. :X

Here we are.
SUPERB VIEW.

Super cool view of the swimming pool.

From NEX-5.
On the 21st floor.

Relatives & mum talking.

Started my camwhore spree.

XOXO~

Doe eyed.

Sorry.
Behind every glam photo there's this crazy photo post.
Had to do it.
Somehow.

There's this insane thing that i like about hotels.
It's the toilets.
& how they are furnished.
HAHA.
I've a love for bath tubs. :X

Attire for the night.
I feel maroon that night.
So it explains the ribbon top.
Ain't it classy? :X

Late night shopping for snacks with Misha.
At the Korean Supermarket.
Most items from Lotte.

Returned home & CLASHED.
And,
There goes Saturday.
& time to say hi to Sunday.

Woke up & caught 7 over eps of Kuroshitsuju!

PINK CORNER FTW~

Guess what's that?
It's my new lippy~~~~
It's really gloss okay?
Awesome melon flavor & shine.

Got read to meet YH & XY.
For a horror flick.
ZOMG.
Science fiction.
Horror.
Thriller.
Comedy.
ALL IN ONE.
Insidious, it is.

YH changed super lot can?
I barely could recognized him.
Even at the GV queue.

XY's not camera shy.
That's a good thing.
HAHA.

XY & YH looks like they have gone down 1/2 in size.
All look fit fit one! :X
How awesome for them.

XY's signature pose.
You should see how he do it!
It's super cute la!
HAHA.

I'm sorry to laugh at you XY.
But then,
It's really damn cute la.
First time see people do that in the movies.
YH & I appreciates it that you watched with us a horror movie.

WHEN IS MY MOVIE DAY XY?!?!?
I WANNA WATCH PIRATES!!! :X

I seriously cannot watch horror movies without good endings.
The "ghost" must be caught.
If not, I cannot sleep. :X
I don't know why.
It's a trending in the movies I watched.

And,
I think whenever I take photos now & then,
I'll watch out for the evil old lady.
I hate those shows with clown-like evil smiling people or evil old ladies.
It brings back bad memories, somehow.

Enough said about Sunday.
Giving me back shivers from the movie. :(

More cheery post NOW. :)
The reason why WHATSAPP ROCKS!!! :))))

You can send love to everyone! :)))
Everyday.
It's free! :X

Great to know that she knew that.

How nice for besties to agree with you on that! :)

How crazy minds function! :)

MIND YOU PEOPLE!
WHATSAPP IS FREE TODAY! :)))
DOWNLOAD IT NOW!!!
DON'T WAIT!!! :)))

AND last but not least,
YY's awesome dog!
Credits to YY for the cute photo! :)))))
Seeing her on my iphone makes me smile.
HAHA.
She's Whatsapp me her doggy photos! :X

That's how life goes.
BACK TO WORK FOR NOW.
TA TA~!!!!

BITTERSWEET.

2011-05-23T22:49:00.006+08:00

YES YES, puffy eyes from crying.
AND, It's a lazy morning to be blogging.
But, i shall blog when memories are fresh & clear in my mind.

I'm not a person that is superb in expressing emotions to people face to face.
So, I usually blog about them or I would just write them letters.
I don't know why despite being such a flamboyant person I just couldn't seem to speak my heart.
HAHA.
I find it so difficult.
And for those times when such happens,
I end up with a "little" squabble with the other person(s).
AND YES,
The more i care about the person, the more this happens.
It sucks somehow.

I don't know how many thousand and one times I must have pissed ZM BF off already.
One day, he's gonna be super mad & slap me i guess.
But, he never did.
I guess, after 7 years of friendship, you just tolerate people better. :X

So,
I usually speak nonsense or some general stuffs to rule out chances that would put me in that position.
Or either way,
I will just use actions to cover up the "losses".
I hope you fellas can see.

Okay.
Back to real stuff to blog about.
I've tons of things to say.

OH YA.
First things first,
I REALLY DO HAVE A LOVE FOR SOUPS.
Usually at home,
I could forgo all my rice just to suck dry my mother's home-cooked soups.
I know it's super weird.
I could forgo meals too, just for soups.
Be it, western style soups or oriental style brewed soups.
They are all my favorite.
That's why, I'm called the SOUP QUEEN at home. :X
Don't believe ask my MUM.
She's sick of me drinking all the soup and forgo all its dregs and meat at the bottom.
She would tell you that. :)

Hence,
Which is why it's not difficult to fall for THE SOUP SPOON for me. :)))
I'm a real soupy person.

Behold the photographer for today.
ME & NEX-5!

YES, it's sad.
And,
Yeps.
It's true.
They have closed Soup Spoon down. :(
Feelin' extremely depressed.
Hence, the tears.
Seriously, i can't remember when was the last time i cried due to farewells. :(
And, as for now, this was it.

Breads.
I miss the good old Foccasia bread.
I don't even know if i spell correctly.
LOL.

LIL CUTE JOEY.
She's damn cute la.
Small & fair, like me.
And when she's busy, she would zoom in & out of the kitchen area.
I swear being small gives you stealth. :))))
I WILL MISS YOU!!! :)))

Empty kitchen areas.
No more banana cakes for my sister.
& no more of my favorite banana muffins.

The leftovers of Starbucks.
You see?
NO MORE CARAMEL FRAPPE WITH JAVA CHIP!
The one & only drink that is worth skipping lectures for! :X

No more awesome soups to drink too!
AND, I've never even tried all of their soups yet! :(

Here's the sad part;
Saying goodbyes.

Heading to T1 & out.
Bye, lil joey.
Hope to see you soon.
We can always hang out at KOI. :X

And yup,
You.
Lester.
Thanks for being there being "mean" or not;
Cause of you & all the other crews, I made Soup Spoon my home, a sanctuary.
A place where it could hide me from all the nonsense at the store.
A place where things could be better.
A place where I could no longer here work politics or targets.
A place where I smile more often than I worry.
A place where I could rest my lil feet from the storms at the stores.
A place where I could rest from a complete crazy day at work before I go home.

For all these;
I THANK YOU.
And for these;
I'LL MISS YOU DEARLY.

All heartfelt emotions are written on that very letter.
Sometimes, even now, every now & then, i feel the same as what's written.
But there on other times, i feel like ripping you apart.
I ought to thank you for making me turn into a super psycho bitch too.
LOL!

And yeps, Mr Yew.
Remember this;
不管什么时候；
不管发生什么事；
只要你需要我，
我都会站在你身边.
Cause I really meant it.

Joey & Lester,
Camille & Lynette;
Though I know we were never the best of friends;
I hope we would stay in contact as friends. ;)

Lastly;
THANK YOU FOR YOU SOUP SPOON FOLKS HOSPITALITY;
I'LL BE MISSING YOU FOLKS! :))))

PS: Lynette & Camille.
Don't have photos for you folks.
But fret not, We would when I see you folks again. :X

I'm back with tons of photos! :)))

2011-05-18T21:09:00.008+08:00

Ain't it strange?
I feel like I didn't blog much recently.
Maybe cause none of it is filled with pictures.
HAHA.

And, i guess my blog misses my face alot.
AND,
Oh well.
No more bare face.
No more "scaring" people.
Recently,
I've been going too much a la nude.
So, feast your eyes with my new post.
Heavily photo-ed.
C'est la vie people. :X

The cutest thing in the world.
YY's AWESOMEST DOGGIE! :X
Don't cha wanna say AWWWWW to that?
Everytime i see that face, i melt into PULP! :X
CREDITS TO YY for that AWESOME DOGGIE PHOTO!!! :)))))

Yeps.
Okay okay.
Back to life here.
No more doggies i assure you. :3
Went to IKEA with family that day just to get our room items back.
Due to the unsightly bedbugs attack incident.

Daddy borrowed the truck.
& only me.
Dared to bare my skin the sun.
So here i am.
VITAMIN D SOAKING.

Sunbathing in the back of the truck.
Love my legs.
I wish they were tan.
But when i told everyone that, they scold me siao.
Zzzz!
Tan is healthy okay? :X

Love that panda top.
Bought it off quite cheap in Bugis.
Totally awesome.
Brings the kid outta me.

Photo spree on the truck.
I totally loved the wind in my face.
That's why i always choose the backseat.

Too sunny to open my eyes.
Too bad this IPhone cannot fully capture the lighting well.
Should have brought that NEX-5 out!

Back home after some arduous shopping for new furniture;
PARDON, no photos for that! :X
Ended up packing the new furnitures home!!

AND;
Brought down these 2 babies;
FINALLY.
HAHA.
Baileys is the ultimate favorite.
Peach for non-stop shot games. :X

Yeps;
Still missing Yui & Ui for the K-On band.
I know, my obsessions getting outta hand.
But the thing is that's the reason why they are called obsessions ya know?
You just can't control their nonstop cuteness.

Faved nendo at the moment.
She's shaking on this very table that I'm typing on.
Yes, she's floating in midair.
HAHAHAHA! :X
I've spent 15mins or more making her into this position.
So, I'm definitely gonna kill the retard who made her fall, if that happens. :X

Today;
Went to alter my Shiseido uniform.
HAHA.
The bell bottom is gone.
So no more a-go-go style.

Saw this superb hairband & thought of Blair so i bought it!
Awesome right?
Everyone says that my obsessions with Blair & Gossip Girl should stop.
But i just CAN'T STOP.
GG is like the most "in" thing in my life right now.
QUEEN B is like my personal idol & QUEEN. :)

Mum & i chilling at Cedele while waiting for the alterations to be done.
Mum's first time with an American style carrot cake.
Oishii desu ne~

My cookies & cream cheesecake. :)))))

Being a happy girl with CAKE.

I've a love for cakes.
REALLY.
My future husband should be an ultimate chef so that i can worship him.
BOTH HIS FOOD & HIM.
HAHA.

Relishing that cheesecake NOW~

Can't stop looking at the BW-tist hairband.
HAIRBANDS FTW!
OKAY.
ENOUGH hairbands nonsense.

Blue contacts really look great right?
HA.

Okay.
A last photo of me.
No more.

I NEED SLEEP.
NOW.
Tomorrow's morning shift. :X
But i don't know why.
I feel so hyped for work.
It's weird.
SUPER DUPER WEIRD.

I don't want WJ BF to fly off!
So sad.
Whatsapp is gonna be so damn damn quiet. :(
I'm not getting comfortable with it! TT_TT
25th FASTER COME! :)

Time to call for another bigger change.

2011-05-15T19:05:00.005+08:00

Been through alot of crap lately.
Mainly, health problems.
Yeah, i hate being weak.
Asthma is a crazy bitch. :(
I felt like it was seriously a close brush to death at that moment.
I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING.
I WANT IT ALL TO DISAPPEAR.
From now on, i'm gonna try super hard to be more fit & move on from this idiotic patch of life.
HAZE HAZE GO AWAY! :X
BEDBUGS DIE AWAY!
ITCH SHOO!

VOILA!
Yes, that's my bare face.]
The only thing i like about that photo is my fair skin & my super pretty brown eyes.

I'm striving to be skinner(45kg).
Bare face au natural more.
Clear face more!
Smile more.
Be happier, no matter what nonsensical people try to irritate me.
Be more carefree.
Be more girly & chic in fashion & person! :)
Note: I'm girly to gentlemen.
If you feel that I'm not girly enough to you, that's cause you are not gentleman enough to me.
I mirror the way you treat me.
Mainly, keeping a more positive open heart to people & things.

I feel like I've lost that slight touch of glitter in my smiles lately.
I wonder why.
Sometimes,
I feel like hack caring.
Just smile & carry on with life.
It's just so nice to be so carefree.

I think i seriously need a lovable attitude to people.
A more flamboyant personality.
A great versatility in my life.
And a big heart to love just about anyone. :)
And yeps.
It's starts from here & now.
TONIGHT.

TATA WORLD.
Oyasumi!
Need to catch some beauty sleep right now! :)

Life as it is.

2011-05-10T21:26:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling too down for photos.
Right now.

I'm desperately looking at my old photos in Cherie's albums.
To remind me of the happiness i see in my very eyes of those photo taken memories.

I wish time could just stop at KRABI~
I wish time could just skip by fast cause i know time would be the cure.

Asthma's back.
I've lost.
I know it.

Nevertheless;
Keep fighting on till the very very last minute.
Cause what would be would be, my dear Sera. :(

It's about damn time.

2011-05-07T23:32:00.004+08:00

Had an awesome basketball training today with ZM.
Well.
It's fun to be back in the court.
It's even better to be there with a superb BF.
HA.
THANKS FOR GETTING A 75BUCKS BALL. :)
THANKS FOR TEACHING ME! :)
I HOPE I WOULDN'T MAKE YOU LESSER THAN PROUD.

WAS SMILING & LAUGHING HALF THE TIME WHILE IN THE COURT.
HAHA.
Hysterics of laughter & reminisce of time. :)
POWER COMBI.

Life works in so much funny yet miraculous ways.
So much so that, i develop mixed feelings about it.
I've remembered the last time I'm at the court was like few years back.
Throwing. Jumping.
Giving drinks away. :)

I don't give a damn winning this round or not.
So what if i win?
So what if i lose?
There's no difference with this.
Even if lose, I'll make my promise right. :)

I can accept failure, everyone fails at something.
But I can’t accept not trying.

Transformation of life.

2011-04-27T15:23:00.006+08:00

Well.
They all say this.
Time transforms & changes people.
The question now is.
How much would that be?

I recall being a lil kid once.
FAT.
SHORT.
PIMPLE-LY.
Being easily compared to the ugly kids in school.
I was once the joke in everyone's eyes.

But now;
As time pass.
I change.
My looks changes.
So did my personality and also my beliefs of life.

I grew.
More & more confident of who i am.
I grew.
More judgmental of people.
I grew.
More resilient to pain.

But,
No matter how far i grow.
I still cannot outgrow my ability to see the good in almost just about everyone.
WHY? *sigh*

In poly Year 2 days.
Side fringe.

In poly Year 3 days.
Fat, plump.
Yes, i know.

Poly Year 4.
Waiting for cert.

Now.
As a proud Shiseido BA.

SSSSSS~
I'm striving for that.

With extreme light makeup.
But makeup base is still there.

Appearances may change throughout the years.
But then the very very crux of self-belief is still there.
That you know that no matter how many people tell you that you are WRONG with that.
It's still in you.

I wanna prove to this world that;
It is POSSIBLE for someone to be nice to you WITHOUT MOTIVES.
It is POSSIBLE for someone to care WITHOUT MOTIVES.
It is POSSIBLE for someone to give a person a hug due to appreciation WITHOUT MOTIVES.

It's ONLY POSSIBLE if everyone start to BELIEVE IN IT.
& I may be small.
I may be deemed as weak.
I may not be the prettiest girl that you have seen.
But it takes STRENGTH & FAITH to make a belief grow.
With that, here i am.
A single flame.
Stood still.
To be tested through time.

Let time be the witness of this. :)

MUM & I.

2011-04-23T11:48:00.001+08:00

Mum: It's not raining already.
Me: Isn't that good?
Mum: Nope. Don't you find it hot?
Me: That's why I'm not wearing anything.
Mum: HUR...HUH?!?!
Me: I'm wearing a towel la!!!! *just came out from a bath*

Sometimes.
I swear.
Women think alot.
And women tends to shortcut our words. :X

What is happiness?

2011-04-21T11:55:00.004+08:00

I no longer need a reason.
Cause I'm happy just like that.

What could happen would happen.
What should happen should happen.
What is gonna happen will happen.
So no point avoiding. :)

Yes yes.
Life is short.
Let's, let loose. :))))

No one is gonna stop this happy spree.
Not even you. :)

FAILING BETTER.

2011-04-15T12:22:00.004+08:00

Sometimes,
Somewhere out of the blue.
You might get hit with simple things that puts you in a box that makes you feel so bleak & dark about life.
& there at the next moment;
Someone came along & found you, took your hand & pulled you out of that box.
Do i hear a "happy ever after"? :)

It's strange how life seems to rotate in a single axis and yet our lives seems to ever ready charged.
It's indeed strange that life seems like the same routines in varied ways.
As each failures past, we were enlightened by our misconceptions and look past our awful nightmares.
And times past, we fail BETTER.
I can't deny the to the facts & possibility that we would fail.
But at least, we fail in a better light.
Not the same old mistakes.

I wish this time even if i fail.
I would have failed better. :)
At least, I've tried.

My one & only wish is that at least...
We, are on the same page trying.
Just as it takes 2 hands to clap.
It take 2 pairs of wheels to drive a car.
It takes 2 to work.
But, i feel so alone.

And,
I hope.....
This feeling would be gone SOON.
Or rather NOW.

Contentment.

2011-03-29T15:17:00.003+08:00

con·tent

–adjective
1. satisfied with what one is or has; not wanting more or anything else.

Weeks ago;
I was a happy girl.
After a few days;
Things took a bad turn.
But now;
I realised that I should have been contented with my life.
That's why.
From now on I shall embrace in the tiniest things in life that makes me happy.
& be thankful that people like you will never get me down anymore.
Cause there's no much more others & friends in my life that is here for me that you cannot take away.
I'm sorry that I'm not the one that could make you happy.
It's not that I'm not good enough for you.
It's that you are too cowardly to enjoy the best things in life.
So I would not play to your games.
Cause I'm worth so much more.

Well.
Right....
There are so many things that makes me happy.
& here they are....

The fluffy clouds when you are up high in Singapore makes me happy.

That random photo shot during the happiest few days out makes me happy.

After finishing Ah Chew's dessert with friends makes me happy.

Being with my lil sis & crazy cousin makes me happy.

Hanging out with the JOY of my life whom never fails to make me genuinely smile all the time makes me happy.

Occasional hang outs with SewTin on special girls day out makes me happy.

Figurines hunting & photography makes me happy.

All these HAPPINESS.
I won't forget. :)
And never will I be unhappy just cause of a person.
THANKS PEEPS!

A few more special people i wanna personal thank; ;)
THEY ARE NOT IN ANY ORDERS HOR~~~~
1. Yun Yuan,
I swear you make the best 3 in 1 Milo in this world.
It has the ability to cure & take away a worried heart.
Someday, you will realise that you are sad, drink your own Milo & you will know what i mean.
& Yes,
I CAN LIVE WITHOUT HIM.

2. Sew Tin
Babe, i understand.
Life hasn't been totally on its right track for you lately.
Don't worry.
If you could be here, you would.
I KNOW that. :)

3. Gen
Yes, I know *mum*.
HAHA.
It's not that its the end of the world.

4. Spruce
Yes, It's not an excuse.
Hmmmmm....
Bad karma eh?
Why, what goes around becomes my round? :X

5. Wei Jin
Sorry for wasting tons of your time & bus fares.
I swear we will go somewhere fun someday, my treat.

6. YANNY.
Idk why your name is in CAPs.
HAHA.
But yeaps, *cheerios with HAPPY SODA*

And lastly; Lester
For being the greatest pain in my life sometimes when you are around.
& being a nice trusty pair of ears. :)
Thanks for whatever you have done.
I tell you something?
Sometimes I wish you were gay.
So that you could be my GAY BEST-FRIEND. :)
RANDOM.
OOPSSS~

SEE?
Life could be so easy & happy. :)
Wanna join in my life?

Reality VS Dream

2011-03-18T12:49:00.003+08:00

I still can't believe.
And i'm allowing this guilt & this unrealistically-lifelike dream feelings engulf me.
As each day pass,
I began realizing my inability to tell the difference between fiction and reality.

Is this feeling real?
Or is this just guilt?
Or it's just insecure ramblings of a grown young woman?

And,
I shall just let myself go numb with this adrenaline rushes.

I feel the same as i was not too long ago,
A lil girl with too much of profound questions with regards to this matter.
And once again,
Here i am opening the book of uncertainties and insecurities.
Just exactly like what Pandora feel before & after opening the box of evil.

And,
I don't like this feeling at all. :(

Hooked on this piece of melody.

2011-03-03T12:45:00.002+08:00

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no.

BRUNO MARS~
ROCK ON~! :)

I still owe tons of people their photos to be blogged.
YES YES.
I'm guilty as charged.
HANG ON PEOPLE! :)

Sherry LOVEs.

Just the way I am....

2011-02-28T00:53:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking a hell lot recently.
& this would be just a few cents worth on this blog today....

I truly hope that...
When i stand before God at the end of life,
I would not have a single bit of talent left.
And, i would tell my mighty father that...
Dear daddy, thank you for letting me enjoy life.
And, I've used up all the talent in my life.
For right now, I've stood before you...
Just the way I am.
And the just the way you wanted me to be. :)

I don't understand what's with the sudden revelation.
But i truly felt contented with myself right now.
I love myself.
And much that I DO whine about my life & work time to time.
I feel so in comfort of my life path.
Right now,
I love the way it is.
Thank you Father for making this come true.
I LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE MYSELF. ;)

I missed chocolate sunday! :)

2011-02-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

Back folks!
After so long without photos & all.
I bet my blog misses my face! :X
& i owe this space tons of posts!
Inclusive of Krabi, Pompeii, V.day with Sew & also my CNY photo-takes! :X
HAHA!

So yep!
Here we go.
Bit by bit.
Will give you folks a long updated blog post soon.
Meanwhile, short post, it shall be....

I miss Krabi!
I will update on Krabi soon man! :X

Pompeii museum visit with trusty Raps.

Gotta go Timbre AGAIN soon! :X
Miss the CHOCOLATE SUNDAY.
With Baileys.
Teehee.
My kind of thing.
Right now.
That shall be my new favourite cocktail.
Gotta go back soon..... :X

Recently on Channel Five, there's this revamped version of Home playing on...
I love the new version of Home.
Kinda makes me feel warm & homey.
I guess that's our all time remembered not to mention all time favourite national day song.
Makes me miss school a whole ton lot.

Alrighty, people.
Reminise~

This song makes me feel that i'm indeed HOME.
YES, I'M PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN.
Are you?
They say that there's no better place than home.
Do you feel so?
Are you grateful for the peace, the greens & the serenity?
I AM.
Are you grateful that you could see your family & friends within 2 hours no matter which part of Singapore you are in?
I TRULY AM.

I don't deny that i do have my moments that i wish i'm not a Singaporean.
But, when i look back & start to count my blessings...
I understand.
& feel that, i'm so lucky.
To be born in such a central hub of the places i love.
And to be in warm & sunny Singapore.

This is home.
Surely.
As my senses tell me.
This is where i won't be alone.
For this where....
I know it's HOME.
For this is where....
I know i'm HOME....

Alrighty folks,
Till then....
TA TA!
Sherry LOVEs. :X

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SISTER.

2011-02-10T20:24:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, i feel that it's a TOTAL pain to have a younger sister like you.
You don't love the things i love to do.
Just like every other girl, i love shopping for things, makeup & fashion.
Yet you, somehow just loves sports & such.
So damn different.

You love to talk nonsense all the time & pissed people off in the process.
Then cry or wonder what you did wrong.
Don't you learn to see what you do that people don't like?
& then don't repeat it.

It's so damn pissing people off.
Just because everyone says that you don't know how & what to do to read people's "face" or facial expressions, doesn't mean that you can stop learning how.

Why i am i so strict & expects so much from you?
That's cause i know you can learn.

That's cause you are my sister.
Because of that, i expect more.
I don't give a damn if you are other people's sister.
You are my sister so, i wish you could learn more.

Cause i know you can though you do learn slower than people cause you never really bothered to observe others much.
You just do whatever you like to do, say whatever you like to say.
You will never go, "Eh, Did i say that right?" or "Is it right to say that?".
No, you don't.
And when you offend people with the way and words you speak.
You go, "What wrong have i done?" or "What's wrong?" or "Hanna, I say everything is wrong."
Have you ever thought that not everyone thinks like you?
Have you ever thought maybe from the way you speak you have offended someone?
Instead, cause everyone has this "overbearing" mindset that you are younger and that you don't know how to read people's facial expressions as an EXCUSE of INNOCENCE, to cover you from these MISTAKES you make.
Then you MAKE USE of this, and be lazy enough not to think of OTHERS before talking.
But, THIS IS WRONG!
You should never make use of this & completely sit on it.
Cause people can understand & bear only as much.
If you don't stay constant to this change, you will never will.
& you will continue to irritate the shit out of new people who actually have good first impression of you.
And you lower your friend circle to those who could bear with you.
Then you will start complaining why people have problems with you.
This is an entire circle of life!

However,
Much that i can say that i am irritated with you.
And there's still forever 3 more years of life that i've seen as comparable to you.
So, on this day...
Your 18th birthday...
As much as i would like to say that i hate the things you do & how you behave sometimes.
You are still my younger sister.
I don't love the way you talk to me.
But i love your silent company sometimes.
When you don't talk bad & nonsense.

This 18th birthday.
I wish you could grow up.
& maybe slowly learn about change & relate to this.
& slowly you will begin to see, that people will start to really hang out with you without any squabbles.
That's when i would tell everyone that you have truly grown up.
I will still no matter what, am your sister.
And, will stick to this "NO-EXCUSE-OF-INNOCENCE" policy and teach you with the best patience that i have.
This would be the most priceless birthday present i can give to anyone.

Last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER.
I wish you would and could take this blog entry if you ever read it, as a note to yourself.
And not an offense to attack you.

With lots of love,
Your sister.

PS: I really do hope that you love that new Kate Spade bag.
It's not that expensive but it fits you for you.
That's so what we feel.
We(Mum & I) had a hard time in Takashimaya going shop after shop walking in & out of each one, thinking & picturing you carrying a bag that you will like.
One that you will like the design, at the same time big enough for most of the things that you normally bring out and one that could fit my budget.
So yeps, we did the best we could.

Start of my new year.

2011-01-31T23:29:00.003+08:00

A bad way to spend your new year is WITHOUT your BFF!
Hello, Mr Seah.
Where on earth are you?

I wish that you could see this.
No matter how busy you are a simple message will do.
I hate trying to tell myself that you are in South Africa being so unsure in the mean time.
Sometimes i truly wonder if i'm that dispensable to you.
I seriously hate the disappearance acts.
I don't like trying to call out a bluff to myself that you are there when i know you are not.

Though i'm growing up, 21 this year,
So?
That's just another number.

I would give up the whole world, knowing that you are there.

Yes, We've passed through this phrase of life.
I know you are not my boyfriend.
But all i can say is,
I love you as a true indispensable BFF.
No more. No less of that.
& I don't want any more than that too.
I am grateful of those time you are there for me.
Those laughs. Those tears. Those angry way of consoling me telling me, "I TOLD YOU SO".

RIGHT NOW.
HERE & NOW.
ALL I WANNA SAY IS....
I MISS YOU BEING A PART OF MY LIFE.
WHEN WOULD YOU BE BACK?

How do you feel?

2011-01-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

I don't understand these policies & politics?
I simply can't understand these theories.
Or should i say...
I totally feel that these weren't the ways you should treat someone or anyone.

Ever feel like you are completely crushed by someone due to authority?
Ever feel that the someone is completely fueled by ice?
That's the type of feeling i'm feeling now.

So what if she's of authority?
Don't she have EQ?
Or any humanity?
Sometimes i wonder if she's from outer space.
TOTALLY.

Sometimes i agree with XiaXue's paradox blog entry;
& i shall present..
The PARADOXES OF WORK;
When you actually do your work, you are a nerd hard worker.
When you don't do your work, you are lazy.
When you do more than what you are required, you spoil the market.
When you walk to customers & get a big fish, they say that you are lucky.
When you walk slower to customers than others, they say you are not alert.
When you walk faster to customers, they isolate you cause you chiong.
When you don't walk to customers fast enough & don't hit your target, they say you are not ruthless enough to survive.
When you don't hit your target, they say you didn't work hard enough.
When you hit your target, they want more.
When you hit your target higher it is, they say "THANK YOU" then increase your target.
When you hit target higher than others, they say you are a chiong ka.
When you are sick & you never hit target, they look into you being sick & start to plot a graph.
When you are sick often, they say you are trying to use up your 14days of MCs.
When you are actually sick after your off days, they say you chao keng.
When you & your best buddy at work is sick, they say you two chao keng to go out.
When you are sick & still go to work, they say they are not responsible for your safety.
When you are constantly sick, they say that the area is filled with many types of diseases so it's better for you to take a long leave & re-apply when you are ready.

THEREFORE,
I THINK THAT,
THEY SHOULD START HIRING SUPERWOMAN & SUPERMAN BEING THE BEST CANDIDATES FOR THE JOB OPPORTUNITIES TO COME.

This is a summary of my work day today.

KRABI. HERE WE COME~

2011-01-07T23:56:00.003+08:00

Well.
From that caption all i can say is this;
THE SUN.
THE SEA.
AND ME. :)

I'm packing right now.
Yesh.
Very extremely last minute.
I can't set my mind to pack you see?
So yeah.
Here goes....

Even though i'm trying to work hard packing.
I'm still using the ever-addictive Facebook.
& not to mention typing my blog entry right now.

Being very very irritated with the LAG rules right now....
Just like any other Australian flight customer.
Argh.
LAG Rule #01:
`ALL Liquid, Aerosols & Gels should be packed in a clear ziplock bag.
LAG Rule #02:
`The ziplock bag must be 20cm by 20cm.
LAG Rule #03:
`ALL items in the bag must be 100ml & below & total capacity in the entire ziplock must not exceed 1L.

ARGH.
NIGHTMARE.
Are you kidding?
HOW?
LOL.

So in order to avoid this super duper GIANTESS complexity in this problem,
Here i am.
Complaining.
& unable to fall alsleep.
HAHA.

BUT NEVERTHLESS,
I CAN'T WAIT!!!! (Y)
HAHA.

Well.
Gotta go back to pack soon....
Or rather NOW...
So.
Yeah.
I'll end it with a really good joke by Raphael...

In the midst of packing to Krabi trip,

Round 1;
Me: I'm contemplating whether to bring my bible to Krabi?
But i don't have luggage space left.
Rap: Have an iPhone?
Me: YA. Why?
Rap: E-BIBLE?
Me: LOL.

Round 2;
Me: I'm not sure if "they" are that high-tech yet.
Rap: Then download a READ-ALOUD one!
Me: LOLOLOLOLOL!

Nice right?
I can't wait to go back & start blogging about my super duper enjoyable trip with Joyce.
HAHA. :)
Stay tuned for more....

My new year resolutions.

2010-12-29T15:28:00.005+08:00

It's already another year gone by.
I'm not gonna say that i miss last year.
Neither i'm gonna say that i've not been living as much last year.

Gonna say goodbye to 2010.
& say hi to 2011 right now.
ELEVEN has always been my lucky number.
I hope this upcoming year would be so too. :)

With Sewtin,

I super enjoyed the "mini" steamboat with sewtin & alvin 2 days ago.
Too bad, no photos as we were super busy getting mixed up & cleaning up.

The Screwdriver.
HAHA.
I always wondered why.
Since i've 4 of them on my back, i shall drink it! :)

Our super tan & tall bartender of the night. :)
HAHA.
Due to our limited drinks, his creative productions are constrained.
I'll get more drinks next time! :)

& oh ya.
X'mas at Shangri-La Wing Valley,
I went there from work.
So it's late.
& close to everyone went home. :(

But nevertheless,
The supper cousins still went out supper! :)
Awesome prata.
But no photos.
As the DSLR was with my parents in the ever-freezing Shanghai.
So...
Here goes the Iphone photos though.
Poor resolution. :(

My makeup for that night!
Double lashes.
Super Barbie doll.

Me & misha laid in the bathtub for a damn long period of time.
Cause there's this super awesome tv with cable next to the bath tub.
& tons of bath salt.
So...
Here we go....

I still love the volume & length of those lashes. :)

Okay.
Enough of overdued stuffs.

Here goes my new year resolutions;
Nono, they are not in order. One can go over the other. ;)
- Find what i really wanna do & like to do & be really happy about it.
- Be more self contented from all my beauty skincare & makeup.
- Get to 45kg. :)
- Go to Taiwan.
- Go to Japan.
- Clear my skin on my face.
- Develop a harder than soft personality, all the time.
- Be super carefree.
- No amorous BF relations regardless of charm. *abstaining from the horrid of it*
- Have a neat & tidy room/corner/table.
- Clear my tons of emails.
- Blog more often.
- Be a good DSLR user.
- Get a new desktop that allows me to play Sims3 & is sleek & non-messy.
- Photoshoot once.

I think that's about all of now. :)
HAHA.
Oh well.
More entries heading up!
Stay tuned! :))))

Shiseido X'mas gathering! :)

2010-12-15T18:07:00.006+08:00

It's gonna be X'mas again! :)
Like WHEE!
HAHA.
It's putting me in a superb festive mood.

People bring out the reds. greens. whites. & gold. :)
Cause it's CHRISTMAS is coming once again.

Alright.
Back to the topic.
Teehee!

Went to Oriental Hotel with all the Shiseido TR BAs for a X'mas lunch.
Woo!
The food is super duper wonderful as always.
The choice of selection alone is a killer.
HAHA.
See what i have...
Pardon the super poor quality.
All taken with an Iphone3Gs.
You know, how 2.5 megapixels be like...

Japanese Soba!
Super refreshing as a starter.

The chef whipped up a mushroom pasta for me.
Super yummy white sauce. :)

My lil amount of main course in order to save some stomach for my sweet tooth.

AHOY dessert baby!
I forgotten their chef names.
Food are meant to be devoured not to use brain waves to remember.
HAHA.
Sherry's dessert theory.
I even had 3 rounds of dessert.

Shiseido's gift for X'mas. :)
Yippeee!
My first Marc Jacobs.
Nevertheless, a marvelous one.
I can't help but to keep wondering what to put in it.
Yet i still wanted to keep it mint. :X

Well.
I truly feel that all the Shiseido BAs truly deserve the present.
But once again!
THANKS SHISEIDO! :3
I LOVE YOU, REGARDLESS!

Well.
To be fair.
You have seen all the good parts.
HAHA.
Noww....
For the working process.

I've overworked my Iphone calculator.
So screwed.

This is the X'mas season counter!
Empty as it should NOT have been.

Biz have been top notched due to the excellent gifts that they have offered.
With every 300bucks spent, a set of X'mas gift would be given of your choice.
Super WOW right? :)

Even the basic Skincare series are also OOS! :X

The men's ranges are not spared.

Super empty.
Hmmm....

Not to mention the suncare ranges by us.

Lastly, the makeup ranges.

No matter how much we order, or transfer stocks it's still empty in a way. :)
That's how tough our work is, in a way.
Not to mention the fact that we have to balance our emotions & also way of life as a lady in this line.
That's what i've learnt in the entire 7 months relationship with my job.
HAHA.

It's always tough being a lady.
What's more working in a all-lady-dominant environment.
With so much relations you have to balance no matter how fake your superior *hints* can be.
Oh yeah, I've seen my fair share.
It's really not easy.
But right now, looking back.
I've seen much. yet not enough to fully understand, gratify and apprehend the doings & fate of being a female.
Why are we so much dominated by jealousy & emotions?
And why we just couldn't speak what's real & true at times?
Sometimes, i just don't understand.
Maybe, if i add 10 years to my life by then, i would.

Yet, despite all these boring rantings.
There are those whom you feel connected to.
Those that you feel like you could talk to.
Thanks for being there listening!
I don't know if you would read this though.
HAHA. :)

AFA X~

2010-12-09T23:59:00.003+08:00

Okay okay.
I get the idea.
This is a super old updated post.
But here it goes...
AFA X this year is FANTASTIC! :)
I saw Danny Choo LIVE waving & smiling at me right in front~
WOOTS~

Oh ya.
Pardon the small meager amount of photos.
Cause;
1. I forget to bring the SD memory card
2. Battery left 22% when we went in
Super sad about it.
Really wanna cry man! :(

Raphael & I daisuki AFA X ne~

Look at that enthu face~

Super happy & hyped me with my super J-Rock feel~

First of all~
The cosplay!
Wooo~

Rin & Len Cosplay~

The only super look alike BRS. :)

Getting into the hive....
The Regional Cosplay Competition + Kaname & Aira talk.

Aira & Kaname~
I'm not really that impressed with Aira.
But KANAME~
Is superb!

Super super beautiful display figures from GoodSmile Company.

Saber Lily.
Woo~

Saber Triumphant.
Personally, i still love saber lily than this.
The stance from saber lily is so classic that i don't mind putting it on my table.

Miku; The world is mine.
This is the figure & figurine that one would completely wish for.
But, i discovered it too late till the market inflation came.
Screw the black market sometimes. :(
Cause some other times if let's say you didn't or can't get a PO item.
You can head out to the black market sites & get them. :)

I recommend this one!
Completely reasonably priced & not to mention good service. :)
Myotakushop.com is the best choice for me.

& yeps.
Here comes the best part.
HAHA.

The super cute DANNY CHOO classic smile! :)
I LOVE YOU, DANNY CHOO~
Not to mention, I LOVE your dad's(Jimmy Choo) shoes too.
Awwww~

That practically summarizes the total 22% of battery.
SUPER SAD CASE.
But AFA X 2011.
HERE I COME.

I'm at AFA X!

2010-11-14T15:33:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps!
I'm currently super hyped with excitement at Suntec!
Woo!
Blogging life from AFA X'10!

May'n!!!
Daisuki your voice! :)))

SCANDAL!!!
Awesome coolness.

Kaname!!! :X

For now.
Watashiwa daisuki AFA X ne!!!!! :)
Kaname ichiban!
Danny Choo, the otakcool king!!!! ;)
I haven't seen him in Stormie yet!

Cya with lots of photos & long overdued events more at night! :)
Waiting for Kaname's performance now! :))))
Ta Ta~~~!!! :)

Ahoy Off Day! =X

2010-11-03T15:07:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates on this pages peeps!
Super busy last month with tonnes of things to complete.
Lack of sales.
Therefore, the lack of time.

Nevertheless,
This is the start of a new month.
More sales.
Less dilly dally time too!
HAHA.

My new punch card.
Love my POKER-FACED bear!
YY's bear behind!
Super kawaii too!

I don't know why.
But i super love this spotty top.
HAHA.
It's super eye catchy!

I'm getting outbreaks AGAIN.
Oh no!

Went to Ah Chew's with ZhiMin on Tuesday! =X
Yummy yummy love!

Brought my new baby out today.
I decided to name him, Charles.
Like YAY~
HAHA.

LOVE LOVE LOVE.
Mango Sago with egg pudding.
YIPPEEEE~ *over the moon*

Note the smile.
Super smiley.

Love the texture of the dessert.

His almond paste.
He caught me taking photos of him.
WAHAHAHAHA!
TOO BAD.

Like small kid.
Playing while eating.
When i'm young i was super guilty of that charge as well.
HAHA.

Oh yeps.
It's super duper sunny outside as well.

Went to see Alvin & SewTin at the hospital there after.
Poor Alvin he seems happy but i could actually relate to his pain.
I HATE HOSPITALS too!
I wish him well.
Dear god, please...
Just bless him.
Let him get well.

Raffles City Shiseido's promo.
Oh gawd.
Life is now revolved around work. =(

Oh yeps.
On a slightly happier note.
I'm gonna see Spruce's performance tonight. =X
OH YAY!

A trip of our lives.

2010-10-15T19:35:00.007+08:00

Yippeee!
Finally uploading the day's event.
HAHA.
Cycling trip rawks. =)

I had so much fun again after so much rough patches in my life.
HAHA.
I was practically counting down & jumping with joy for this day to come. =3
Super hyped.

Okay. *calms down*
HEHE.

Here goes the day....
Featuring Mr Jacky, Mr Chin Lock & Mr Jason.
Mr Jacky said look out for a green van. *colour blinds*
Mr Jason said that his van is light blue.
Super LOL!

600 bucks GPS.
"Please watch your speed limit" =X

Jason: Help me see if behind car is waiting & we are blocking the road
Me: Okay... How do we know?
Jason: See if the person keep on looking at us.
Me: Sort of la. Cause the car parked behind us ma.
Joanna hopped in the van after 5 mins plus.
Car behind: *HONKS*
Me: Yeah. The car's waiting.
Jason: =.=" Too late... Who don't know....
Us: LOL.

I think i must be nuts.
Cause i really like that kind of feeling where we keep on quarreling & pointing or poking the correct directions in the van.
Super cute la. ♥

Jason's driving skills are legendary.
6 points.
Joanna say she 8 points or something.
Not bad ehs.
My friends driving must be super good!
HAHA.

In the back of the van testing my DSLR. =3

CYCLING~ ♥

ECP, our final destination. ♥
Make a wish & pick up a flat stone & throw.
If it skips 3 times, your wish will come true.
End result: 2 super lucky skips & a muscle ache.

Joanna LOVE.
HAHA.
She's small & cute what? >.<

It's been so long since i last saw you!!! =3

Leap of faith.
I believe i can swim.
Super white legs can?

Chin lock. Jacky. Jason.
Left to Right.

I don't know why but i super like this photo.
Makes me feel like we are in Korea or something.
On a holiday.

Jason's bike stunt.
Jacky's the spiderman.

After cycling,
We went to the bowling alley to bowl 2 rounds.
Jason super pro man!
His bowling skills are superb.
Jacky's mana pool in the first round full.
2nd round, mana leaked & drained.
Hmmm...
I wonder why...

My bowling skills suck big time.
Can't even hold a ball bigger than 7.
HAHA.

Off we went to eat.
Old HK Cafe.
At Katong.

I don't think i'll ever set foot in here again.
The food is super bad.
So is the service.

Too bad for the vast range of menu.

Cheese baked rice.

The rice is super hard.
I didn't finish it at all.
Eating halfway make me lose appetite.

Jacky. Chin lock. Jason.
HAHA.
They look like three musketeers in crime.

After that,
we headed to play L4D.
Joanna gotten giddy.
Jacky gotten sore eyes.
Super pawned.

Got home after that.
Super super tired.
Crashed in bed.
HAHA.
End of the lovely day. ♥

I wish i could go out with you folks again so much soon! ♥

ZOMG.

2010-10-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

Well...
Guess where i am at this ungodly hour?
HAHA.

I'm still in Soup Spoon at T2.
Thanks to Benny & Camille for setting up my wireless@sg for me.

I'm not mugging for another test.
But, relaxing after work.
Slacking for a moment.
HAHA.

I can't believe all my favourite shows are all gonna launch at one go! =)
Mentalist Season 3.
Desperate Housewives Season 7.
Gossip Girl Season 3.
Lie To Me Season 3.
Big Bang Theory Season 4.
So much to catch up!

YAYNESS! =)
MUHAHAHAHAHA!

GTG.
Blog more soon.
2 more days to CYCLING! =)
I super miss chilling out with you peeps.
Joanna.
Jacky.
Jason.
Triple Js.
HAHA.

I can't wait to meet Gen too.
GYM GYM GYM GYM!!!! =X
I wanna jump into the pool too.
LOVE YOU GIRL.
HAHA. =X

CYA PEEPS REAL SOON~!

Deception

2010-10-08T22:16:00.001+08:00

The big D.

I seriously don't know what it is like in this world.
Why do bad areas keep appearing?
I try to be happy go lucky most of the time.
I totally love my job. =)

Finally i find something that i really ace in.
HAHA.
Cosmetics.
Skincare.
Perfumes.
Totally love the things that you can do everyday at the shop floor.

Enough about the happy things.
I'm seriously super pissed off about the things that i just found out.
I hate to be manipulated by you.
Never ever again i would be able to trust you.
I've made up my mind to lock my heart up a super tall tower till my Chuck Bass come & rescue me.

Though i can be super friendly to everyone all the time,
I'm not up to something bad to anyone.
I just wanna be a person's friend.
No more. No less.
Well, everyone used to think that i'm up to something.
Cause every time someone approach you, your defense mechanics will tell you that.
But, i don't believe in the "real-cold-hard-reality" hypothesis.
I just give the person an option of choosing on what they feel or deem is right.
I feel that help should be rendered to anyone who asks for it.
Sometimes though, i feel that a lil voice in me tells me just to help someone even if they don't appear on the outside as if they are in trouble.
Sometimes, it's just so part of my soul.
& at times i get carried away wondering & helping.
But, i always wished that one day someone could be able to relate this just as well as i do.
I TRULY CANNOT SAY NO TO AN INJURED PUPPY.

It's so bad that it's already a part of my personality.
I cannot say no when i feel that someone is in trouble.
Even though i know, i might not be able to get anything from it.
However, i have never wanted anything out of it.

Well, till the day someone could actually let me give up on humanity.
I will forever choose & believe that everyone in this world could be helped.

Psychoanalysis is subconscious.
Even if any person doesn't appear to be in distress.
I don't know why.
It's just part & parcel of my soul already.

Oh well.
Go ahead.
Judge me before you really know me.
Cause all you are losing out is a potential true good friend.

全世界都停電

2010-10-05T22:28:00.001+08:00

Dang!
I can't get this song of out my head! =(

Smile Smile Be Strong Girl! =)

2010-10-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps,
Sorry for the recent absence.
The cheery jumpy Sherry would be back soon. =)
I'll be so irritating that you fellas wish i'm still sad.
HAHA.

Wait for me. =)

Yanny's La Selle art geeks RAWKS!
Black rimmed fever! =)
I can't get more of it.

It's like the Sherry's perfect heaven.
When i die & go to heaven,
All the guys would be wearing black rimmed specs.
& there would be super lots of Japanese food served.
HAHA.
All drinks served are tropical fruit punch.
There would be tonnes of food bowls filled with super lots of colourful gummy bears! =)
Yes, i know.
I'm mad & glimpsing at a big part of heaven right now.

Ctrl. Alt Del.
I wish now life is that simple.

PS: Stupid Zhi Min!!!
Humph.
But i appreciate you being here for 8 years of my life already. =)
A big THANK YOU!
You never fail to be there when i need help or to cheer me up to lil bits! =)

I just don't understand this....

2010-09-29T02:29:00.004+08:00

When will anyone ever be bothered?
I'm not that open book you people say that I am.

It's hurting.
Everyone & everything is twirling.
But here I try to be the best shiny star in this galaxy.

Am I that open book anymore?
THINK & THINK AGAIN.

I hate to be manipulated & no one would ever get this chance to do this to me ever again.
I just wanna stand up strong & walk life once more.

SHUT UP WORLD.

ZhiMin; i wish today is a Saturday... =(

This Black Week, Next Rainbow Showers.

2010-09-26T11:14:00.003+08:00

Oh hell yeah.

This coming week would be more eventful than the others.
HAHA.
Good lord.
I can't wait.

Yanny's Art Exhibition.
Sew Tin's Teh Tarik Date.
Joyce-Babe's Catchup with Caramel Frappe & Java Chips.

I still have to catchup with;
-Keith
-Jacky
-Charlie
-WeiJian
-Raphael
-ZhiMin
-Joanna

I wish i have all the time in the world to have these!
Miss my peeps so much! =)

Going NUTS.

2010-09-19T22:51:00.006+08:00

I'm officially going nuts. AGAIN.

Guerlain's training never fails to make me feel sinfully guilty.
WHY?
HA.
That's cause i know i AM going to buy their products later.

This time,
It would be a Christmas hamper to myself.
Like YAY! =)

Before that,
Let me introduce to you the new few launching items this X'mas. =)
The MUST HAVEs!

Midnight star (Left).
Radiance treatment for clubbers & those all-nighters.

Or Imperial (Right).
Spray bottle of golden glitters.
For golden body, face & hair.
HAHA. =X

Meteorites Poudre D' Or Exceptional Refillable Compact Powder (Left).
Palette compact casing with constellation of black Swarovski crystals.
Refillable with future Mystic loose powder palette.

Meteorites Perles D' Or Illuminating Powder (Right).
Super all skin type colour.
Radiance is the key.
HAHA. =X

Ombre Eclat 4 Couleurs 410 Velours d' Or (Left).
Purplish bases.
With the ultimate GOLD.
& not to mention Black for the smoky eye look.

Guerlain ‘Le 2 de Guerlain’ Mascara (Right).
Black Volume mascara plus the golden shimmer finish on the other tip!!! =)
WOOHOOO!!!

Dang!
All i want.....
HOW????
HAHA.

Gotta WIN that contest.
HAHA. =X

This time.
After training....
It's freebies time. =)

Super nice paper bag! =)

3 junkies inside.

One full size fragrance of the latest collection.

3 babies that sprang out of the bag!

Super duper love this eyeshadow.
It's the summer-y feel.
The beach.
The sky.
The clouds.
You know what i mean.

Say aloha~!

Guerlain Midnight Butterfly Meteorites Voyage Radiant Butterfly Compact Limited Edition.
The 2008 collection.
Super nice covers.

Super dancing & prancing butterflies.
You don't believe...
It's a loose powder.

It seems too pretty to use at all.
Sad face. =)
They should stop making nice patterns on the products.
Or they will just be a work of art in my makeup collection.

DIE.... TT_TT
Can't wait to go work tomorrow.
Like YAY. =X

连今天的幸福都过不了了, 还谈什么未来.

2010-09-18T19:07:00.004+08:00

Today is the end date of these two months of SOLITUDE.
Nothing else is left to say.

Except,
GOODBYE.
Don't ever say you love me again, when you don't even know what love is.

Something to go GAGA for!!!

2010-09-13T21:02:00.006+08:00

I've been so damn bored lately... *pouts*

Not much dramas to watch.
I've been watching 終極三國!
Super funny.
Something that gives me a reason to laugh.
& it also spurs the interest in me to research & read up on Romance of the Three Kingdoms.
I'll go get an English book on it someday.
I wanna get a good English-Japanese translation book too!
I wonder when I can get to go to Kino or Borders soon.

There's a work colleague that once told me this;
What's the point to watch fake historical works, dramas, movies?
If you really want to make something work out, watch the REAL thing.
She told me that she just don't see the point for it.
She felt that these are childish, immature & fake acts.

But well.
From my point of view,
There's nothing wrong with watching spoofs or dramas of these sort.
In fact why not?
If it truly creates interest for those people who didn't know about them.
If one truly enjoys & understand or go find out about the real thing.
Why must one say no to ANYTHING?

It's always a good thing to balance.
Well, YOU cannot accept those things but then don't make it as though the world would suit you.
Though i may sound & be like a kid but...
There ARE times when i actually DO think like an ADULT.
I do know that in order to survive in this world,
One MUST be not just smart but STREET-SMART.
Don't be so stiff & not bend towards the ways of life;
Instead; Think about life & the world & how much you can change in order to keep up.
By changing doesn't means that you forget your roots,
You just improve them or try to make them shine & polish those unforgotten old points.
That's how & why WE IMPROVE.
That's how we move in the rhythm of life.
WHY SHOULD THE WORLD BEND TOWARDS YOU?

Before YOU judge someone, LOOK at yourself.
Don't compare nor judge.
By a few years of life & culture difference,
YOU don't say, "Ew...This/Who is like that." or "Ugh..They are so..."
Accept all of it.
Keep your comments and opinions to yourself.
Unless you feel that the person either wants to hear or that you feel that the person feels the same.

WELL.
If you cannot accept it,
Then DON'T CRITIQUE.
You might never know if someone feels unhappy about what you say or do too.
They don't tell you cause they don't wanna offend you.
But don't keep HARPING on it.
Cause we are not deaf, we hear you.

You don't like the way we live.
THAT'S YOUR OPINION.
KEEP IT TO YOURSELF.

Don't try to change us.
Cause it would be like trying to change the sun's path.
Who are you to change the world & the way we live?

There's a vast line difference from being frank than being absolutely rude.
ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT.
THINK BEFORE YOU OPEN YOUR GAP.

Oh Yeps!
Enough about weird people.
Before i forget...
SOMETHING TO GO GAGA ABOUT!!!

I anyhow tied the GAGA bow.
HA.

Super blue-y that day.
All for one cause.

Peace.

Sometimes i wish someone could see me through that lil differential hole.
I don't know why or what made me do that pose though.

I went to collect my Lucent Heart Nendo that day.

Super duper cute.
Will take more photos someday.

Back view.

The contented princessy face.

I love nendos! =)

One day,
I'll bring them all out for outdoor shoots.
You shall see them all soon! =)

I wanna go get some sleep.
CYA peeps soon.

Large stash of goods

2010-09-03T22:10:00.008+08:00

YES YES!
It's payday! =)

My large list of items that was on the wishlist went home with me! =)
Next month i would have nothing to buy already.
HA.

I'm going to Phuket in October! =)
Like YAY!
Daddy paying all.
Cause i can't go to Shanghai in December with the family.
It's sad that on Christmas Day I'll be home alone.
Oh well, *winks* I've plans! =)

The new DSLR that Daddy bought rawks!
Can't wait to camwhore with my new babies on my table!
LOL.

Took tons of photos of myself first..... =)

My new facebook profile picture.

I love the long lashes.

Muacks!

I've got a sharp nose now.
Nah!
It's just the camera angle.
My friend said that i don't look local in this picture.

Shhhh....
I'll show you what i use.
HAHA! =)

Here we go....

Large stash of babies! =)
Superb!
Yeaps.
Tons of guerlain's goods.
I'm a Guerlain fan.

Close up shots on all my stash babies.

I'll show you one by one now.
HAHA.
Envies RIGHT?!?! =X

My favorite brush.
Kabuki-ish!
Brush from EcoTools.
Made from natural bristles.
So soft, so easy to use, so easy to bring it out!

Officially my all-time favourite liquid foundation.
Totally flawless on the face.
What i mean by flawless is that when you use it on your skin,
It feels like as though you never put on foundation.
HA.
Like you have a new piece of skin!

If that is what you like....
LINGERIE DE PEAU from Guerlain is for YOU!

I've always have a habit of owning 2 types of foundation.
One, a liquid type.
Secondly, a powder type, Dior Nude.
Just in case when i'm super busy, i can just pat & go.
This is a new powder foundation from Dior.
I fell in love with the soft silky feel when i tried it on my hand. =)

Loose Powder!
Yes from Guerlain as well.
HAHA.
The golden one, the original loose powder.
The silver one, the new mineral loose powder, launched with Lingerie De Peau.

My new concealer.
Super nice texture & feel.
In a pencil form, so you need to twist the end for more! =)
Guerlain's Precious Light.

This is a super cool product.
It's a bronzer/ highlighter.
Guerlain's Terracotta Light for contouring my face.

My all time favourite blusher.
From Guerlain again!
HA.

My new freebies from my company.
Shiseido's Maquillage range.
Liquid lipstick & cream eyeshadow.
They are super limited edition in Singapore!
In Japan, they are just so famous! =)

I never really used black eyeliner.
As i'm afraid that i might be over reliant to it.
I'm afraid that one day, i can't go out without it.
But...
Oh heck!
Introducing Guerlain's black liquid eyeliner.
The soft synthetic bristles helps you draw your eyeliner easier.

Nude colours are still in.
So this!
Dior Addict Ultra Gloss Pearl.
I love this colour, 267 Rose Cache-Coeur Cashmere Pink.

And of course, my freebies from Guerlain due to my purchase.
HA. =)

Oh yeps.
This is one more thing.

MY BLACK ROCK SHOOTER NENDOROID HAS ARRIVED!
COLLECTED FROM T&T.
Would blog about it sometime soon!
Stay tuned~

Super happy cause of the large stash! =)

Will blog more soon.
Stay tuned!!!

I adore Saber Lion. =X

2010-08-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

Why i just adore nendos? =)
HA.
Scroll down on these pictures below to know why.

Note: They are insufferably cute. So CAUTION. =X

Went to Twister for a haircut with Raphael a day ago.
Serene rawks!
I love the way my hair is looking now.
HA.
Awesomeness.
I'll take a photo soon. =X

Saber Lion was screaming at me to bring her out of the "cage".
The awesome KEWT-ness made me do so....
Note: Never underestimate those lil ones. =X

Look at that face!
SEE SEE SEE!
How can you say no?

Haiiiiii-YAAAAAA~
Shoo from my MEAT. =X

Give me some more meat! TT_TT

Who will pity me?

Owner....
I've finish acting my part!
GIVE ME MY MEAT pwease!

Stop taking my photos! =X

SABER LION is officially my favorite nendo! =)

Now....
You see why... =)

A trip down memory lane.

2010-07-29T23:18:00.004+08:00

Yes.
It hurts.
It pricks.
& yet, my heart still flutters.
That's what my friends usually tell me about their fair share of LOVE.

Yes,
LOVE, this four letter-ed word, is something that is so hard to apprehend.
Difficult to see through.
Yet, something that you cannot grab.
Like marbles in your hands.
Rolls in your palm.
Make you smile like a kid in those days.
Not strong enough to block water from going through them due to its shape & nature.
Yet, something strange like that thrives within each & everyone of you.

It's been a year and seven months of bittersweet love, pain & happiness.
That's how life has been.

On the 8th of February,
I've let you into my life.
The place where i've locked deep dark dungeon enclosed by thick "happy" castle walls.
The moment you walked through that place.
You disliked the feel of it.
You brought a different light & life to it.
Since then, everyday i smiled & felt really lucky to find someone like you.

Though i haven't been the perfect girlfriend at times,
When everything bad befalls,
The first person i want to share my life with is you.
I don't know how bad it is.
Even now.

All i know is,
I wanna take your hand & solve this together.
I'm going to wait despite all odds.
No matter how much you said or tries to make me go away.
I want to be there for you, not cause i'm afraid of the future & how it would be like.
But, cause i know, you are Brian Lim Zhi Yi.
The one that i LOVE.

The SAME boy i fell in love with.
The SAME boy that i chose.
The SAME boy that i'm willing to walk through ALL difficulties with.
The SAME boy that i'm missing right now.

I've made huge grave mistakes.
It's not easy for me.
So do you.
But if i'm willing to walk through this SHAME & GUILT with you,
What's holding you back, my dear boy?

Trust me.
Take my hand.
I'm here for you.
Even if you don't believe, time will tell.
I'll be waiting for you.
Always.

I miss those times you serenade me with Olive.
You don't do it anymore though i really want to hear it.

I miss your failed art.

I miss your cute statements that makes me happy.

Most of all,
I miss you holding me in my arms.

Please lord,
Let me have the chance to show him what's love once more.
Let him hold my hand & show him that i'm really not a kid.
Let him feel this warmth that he showed me.
Let him know that i'll be here for him always.
Let him know that i truly & really love him.
Let him know that i really wanted him to be happy on my birthday.
Let him know that i really & truly want to be with him.

Dear lord,
You know every night i've been praying.
Every night, i tell you that i don't want anyone else.
Cause lord, only you,
You know why.

WONFEST is SCREAMIN'

2010-07-29T20:33:00.004+08:00

OMFG!
WONFEST is here again!

Okay.
I understand that most of my friends are not really into japanese otaku stuffs like me.
So they don't understand that same feeling as i do about WONFEST.

WONFEST is an otaku-ish festival made for us-collectors!
It's is conducted in Japan.
With exhibitions & Singapore's Expo-ish settings.
It's a total showcase of pending figurines that would be out in the next year or so. =)

& yeps.
They only conduct it twice in a year.
Thus, THE ANTICIPATION.

It's a total haven for collectors & anime fans.
However, YOU CAN ONLY GO TO JAPAN TO SEE IT! =(

But,
Don't freak.
Cause we would always have great webs to show us! =)
MUHAHAHA!

So let's drool over photos!
Somehow.
Or Somewhat.

The photos are credited from this awesome webbie.
Take a look in that web for more details.
But i'm gonna only feature a few figures that i'll buy & thought of buying! =X

First thing first for all NENDO-Collectors;
These are a MUST!

Super cute!
Uniform & all. *heart melts*

Name: Nendoroid Noumi Kudryavka Summer Attire Ver.
Company: Good Smile Company
Series: Little Busters!
Scale: Non
Release Date: Spring 2011
Retail Price: 4,200 Yen
Note: -

Awesome innocent face!

Name: Nendoroid Sherlock Shellingford
Company: Good Smile Company
Series: Tantei Opera Milky Holmes
Scale: Non
Release Date: December 2010
Retail Price: -
Note: -

A must buy to complete my K-On darlings!

Name: Nendoroid Hirasawa Ui
Company: Good Smile Company
Series: K-ON!
Scale: Non
Release Date: -
Retail Price: -
Note: -

I don't know why but i love the cat at the bottom.

Name: Nendoroid Asakura Nemu
Company: Good Smile Company
Series: Da Capo
Scale: Non
Release Date: -
Retail Price: -
Note: -

I love the lil K-On minions! =X
Especially the swimsuit versions.

Name: Nendoroid Puchi K-ON! #01
Company: Good Smile Company
Series: K-ON!
Scale: Non
Release Date: December 2010
Retail Price: 500 Yen/each
Note: -

AHA!
Those above i confirm buying! =)
And this ONE NENDO that amazes me as it is not out yet!

If it looks kawaii enough i'll get it! =)

Name: Nendoroid Gokou Ruri
Company: Good Smile Company
Series: Ore no Imouto ga Konnani Kawaii Wake ga Nai
Scale: Non
Release Date: -
Retail Price: -
Note:

Below are figures that i'm still deciding on...
HAHA!

Check out her awesome hair! =)
Loves the wind effect.

Name: Hatsune Miku Append Ver.
Company: Max Factory
Scale: -
Series: Vocaloid
Release Date: -
Retail Price: -
Note: -

Mio's shy expression!
Super kawaii ehs!
I love her Meido dress too!

Name: Akiyama Mio
Company: Max Factory
Scale: 1/7
Series: K-ON!
Release Date: January 2011
Retail Price: 6,800 Yen
Note: -

Meido Mugi-sama!
ROARS & Wolf-whistles.
HEHEHEHEHE!

Name: Kotobuki Tsumugi
Company: Max Factory
Scale: 1/7
Series: K-ON!
Release Date: -
Retail Price: -
Note: -

I really really wish that they can make KAICHOU WA MAID SAMA NENDOs!
I'll collect them all.
So cute.
Especially USUI! *dreams*

Reasons why i love anime & japan.
1. Anime is a place where everything looks good.
2. Everything in Anime looks cute.
3. Perfect animations, pictures & productions.
4. Japanese are ever so courteous.
5. I love Japanese honorifics, makes the whole world better.
6. Animes are always fair to those who work hard on their plots.
7. Anime plots makes me feel better at the end of the day.
8. I love Japan food.
9. I like the way Japanese innovates & changes technology as if there's no boundaries.

Yes, i know.
Most of my friends thinks that Japan is just over-rated.
But then there again.
When you were young, you watched cartoons too right?
Pokemon. & all.
It's all part & parcel of childhood memories.

For me,
It's just something really really different.
I seriously LOVE Japanese culture.
I LOVE the way they lead their life.
I LOVE the fact that they are innovative.
I really LOVE their yummy food that is incomparable to Japanese food in Singapore even based on looks.
I LOVE the way the girls take their time & considerations to dress & look good.
I LOVE the thought that girls make bentos for guys.
I LOVE the thought of going to onsens.

For these reasons, I truly love Japan.
Despite myself not being able to go there.
JAPAN IS A DREAM.

RANDOM-ISM- FIVE THINGS

2010-07-03T20:01:00.002+08:00

FIVE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Horror movies where people die with open eyes
2. Evil looking clowns
3. Zombies
4. Losing all my nendoroids
5. Hospitals & all its related procedures

FIVE THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST:
1. My nendoroids
2. Brian & family
3. BFFs
4. Skincare, Cosmetics & Perfumes
5. The Sims

FIVE IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Nendoroids in their boxes
2. Laptop
3. Skincare, Cosmetics & Perfumes
4. Iphone
5. Pink DS Lite

FIVE RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU:
1. I get drunk on high glucose content- Ribena.
2. I love posing my figures & take photos of them.
3. I feel like crying when i'm too angry with someone.
4. I can replicate make-up on models from cover pages of magazines on people.
5. I believe in retail therapy.

FIVE THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Learn how to speak Japanese fluently
2. Have a branded bag & wallet of my choice
3. Go to every part of Japan
4. Go to America's Disneyland
5. Go to Paris most famous pastry shop & taste their wonderful pastries

FIVE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1. Squeals of LAME
2. Sonic beams of PAIN when i'm pissed off
3. Do superb make up for anyone
4. Have superb selective memory for things i like
5. Think of stupid ideas & make super random plans

FIVE THINGS YOU CAN’T DO:
1. Drive a car off nuts, regardless real life or virtual
2. Excel well in games
3. Say no to nendoroids
4. Kill a cockroach with any part of my body
5. Stop myself from eating yummy items

CHEEEESSSEEEEE CAKKKKEEEEEEEEEEE~

2010-07-03T10:30:00.003+08:00

WHOOOOOO~
I'm back! =)
With something to blog about that is.....
JAPANESE!
Heeeheeee........

First off first,
I'm officially a Shiseido BA!
Hurray Japanese Company! =)
Super loves!
And my 2nd coordinator actually drop by yesterday to pass all BAs this....

Which is another amazing thing i wanna blog about...

Guess what is this? =)

And this???

Hmmmm.....
Let me not keep you in SUSPENSE!

This is............................

Tadah! =)
Cheesecake from Shisedo! =X

Yes yes!
Your eyes are not playing tricks on you!
HAHA.

SEE!!!!

CHEESECAKE.
No kidding.
It's so awesomely good.
With real cheese inside!
Unlike the artificial cheese people use to RE-CREATE the cheesy feel in pastries.

AND AND AND AND....
I'm one of the first few in Singapore to actually try it! =)
AWESOME-NESS!

Shisedo launched their cheesecake parlour on June 27th.
And you actually have to reserve the cakes before buying them home.
Oh WOW!
HA.
It never occurred to me that Japanese could branch out tonnes of biz ranging from hair care to cosmetic/skincare & then posh restaurants!
TOTALLY AMAZED & STARRY EYED!

Oh yups!
They have brandy cakes, la ganache and not to mention their fabulous cheesecake! =)

So nice of them to pass me a cheesecake.
I'm a total sucker for cheesecake man!
WOOHOOO! =)

Okay...
Enough about cheesecakes. =)

I'm missing Pepper.
Oh hell RANDOM.
I know. =X

FOOD FEST!

2010-06-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!
I'm finally back with a wee bit of time to completely finish blogging this here. =)

Working at the airport is indeed a GOOD LIFE.
HA.
Food Mania everyday.
I miss the tom yum soup already!
Waffles.
Toast with kaya & butter.
Hot Dog Rolls.
Chicken Rice.
Soya Bean Drink.
Breakfast Ham & Cheese Ciabatta.
Dog Bones.

Gosh!
I think i'm getting fat.
REAL SOON.

Damn nice.
Grape Snapple. =)
Stupid fact!

GUESS WHERE AM I?!?!?

Pretty Sunnies. =(

Everywhere. SUNNY.

Path walkway.

Regina babe! =X
I'm so small & fat beside her.

Sunny. Sun.
Beautiful flowers MUST cam-whore.
Faved picture in this post! =)

I'm at Changi Airport.......

Yeaps.
Sunflower garden in the smoking area.
How smart!

I'm not a smoker.
But then i totally love the place. =)

Met up with Ms Sew BFF & her BF!
Rhymes.
Somehow.
Went to FLP, Boat Quay & Clarke Quay.

Dessert for all! =)
Loving couple ehs!
HEHEHEHEHE~

Me & Sew's riceball with sesame paste.

Mango sago that looks like durian paste.
Somehow.

DINNER~

Pasta De Waraku @CENTRAL! =)
Our first time there.
Thumbs up for the food.
But thumbs down for the service.
Suck balls.
UGH!
Not going back cause of its super BAD service.
The supervisor in charge that day super rude to us.
& she even stared at us to make us feel uncomfortable.

However, the vast menu is the ONLY GOOD factor about this place.

We can't decide......

So we started playing with the menus! =)

Waiting for the food....

Both of them is HUNGRY!

Green tea is good for us! =)

Sew's big sip of GREEN TEA.

Soup & salad arrived! =)
Wee!

Corn soup & fresh veggies btw! =)

Koro Koro Tofu! =)
Yummy bits.

Potato Salad with Wafu sauce.

Carbonara with bacon & egg Pasta.

Beef Japanese Pizza.

Nomming~

Smile.
Can't just eat & eat. =)

IT FAIR!
Went down to look for a solution for my face.
HAHA.
Oh well.
Can't seem to find BioSkin anywhere in Cityhall area.
& i didn't want to settle for New York Skin Solutions.
So yeps.

Was hungry.
So i suggested Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe.
Yummy Yummy. =)

Faved Hong Kong Milk Tea!

Can't remember what tea that was.
But i guess it's Lemon Tea or something.
Judging from the colour.
HAHAs.

More drinks in the picture! =)

HUGE MANGO ICE! =)
WEE!

In the end we can't finish them.
HAHA.
ZOMG.
Next time, gonna go there with SEW! =)
Miss her girl!

I know.
It's overdated photos.
Can't seem to blog with such a busy schedule! =X
Will blog more soon! =)

My First PAY from NW~

2010-06-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps.
Back again.
After so long of a time...
Things have been super busy.

My first pay arrived.
& here it goes!
So fast.
Zzzz.
Nevermind.
The next pay shall remain.
But...
I'm already thinking about how to spend my 2nd pay....

Fabulous Miu Miu wallet.

OR OR OR OR OR!!!

Miss Sweet Gucci.
Everyone is voting for Miu Miu.
But i totally is in LOVE with Gucci.
HA.
Oh well.
We SHALL see how.

Meanwhile...
I shall share with you peeps on a part of how my pay flew.
I bought....

No.1 on the list....

Shu Uemura's Oily skin cleansing oil!

HAHAS.
It totally RAWKS my socks off.
It is best make up washing formula i've ever tried so far.
Every impossible & stubborn mascara had been forced to scoot away.
Bye bye dirt & grime.
& dumb mule makeup on the face.
All say hello to Ms Shu's cleansing oil.
On top of that,
Shu Uemura has taken all the varied skin types into consideration.
*Wolf whistles & Salutes to JAPAN*

No. 2...
Up next, it's from Clinique.
I bought the entire

Anti-Blemish Skincare from Clinique.

Hope it kills all those nonsense on my face.
It's day 4 so far...
I feel that my pimples are crying when i put the toner on.
I think the product is doing it's works & quirks on my face.
HAHA.
DIE YOU PIMPLES!
I'll blog more soon.

No. 3.
Lancome's latest mascara.

Virtuôse Precious Cells

HAHAHAHA.
My best seller.
Using the latest stem cell technology,
Lancome comes out with this fabulous formula for our pretty lashes.
It not just lengthens & volumes the lashes upon application.
It's so good that you don't really need a curler.
HA.
On top of that,
It's best benefit.
*DRUM ROLLS*
It allows your lashes to grow longer & thicker.
It's like a 2 way use.
Mascara & Serum.
How cool is that?
So i didn't miss out the trial man!
I bought it home with me.
I'll let you peeps know the result.
HAHAHAs.

No.4

GUCCI ENVY ME!

For some reason.
I absolutely love DIABETIC scents.
HA.
So sweet that you can get diabetic from just a whiff.
This is so girly that i like it so much!
First look of it, it's pink slim bottle. ♥
Secondly, it's scent is so sweet & girly. ♥
Thirdly, it's GUCCI! ♥
Why do you even need more reasons to love it?
HA.

So....
That's all folks to the mini shopping spree i had.
HA.

Now.
Bet you peeps wonder why so long i haven't posted much photos.
So here goes....

On the Sky train after work.
Gonna say goodbye to the lovely colour.
So sad.
Gonna dye it into a darker brown shade. =(

FOOD!
Love the airport food.
HA.
Especially this!
Hokkaido cream bun.
It's so Japanese.
But it's absolutely awesome!
HAHAs.
I think it's only available in cold storage.
The bun inside is so soft & chewy.
Yet delicious though it's a healthier choice unlike wholemeal breads.

OH GOSH!
It's 1.10.
Gonna ciao to sleep.
If not, i can't wake up in time to dye my hair tomorrow morning.
HA. =)

LOVE YOU PEEPs.
Gonna blog more soon.
CYA.
OYASUMI~!!!!

Envy Me.

2010-05-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

Yeah!
Gucci RAWKS my socks!
SUPER LOVES TO ENVY ME! =)
The ultimate perfume for a pink lover & a fan of fruity scent.
HA.

Aiming for a awful lot of things right now.
Tons of nendos in pre-orders screaming.
& tons of face, skin & cosmetics from Nuance! =X
& the list just piles on.

Hmmm.
Let's see....
1. Shu Ueumura's High Performance Balancing Cleansing Oil
2. Shu Ueumura's Deep Sea Water Facial Mist
3. La Mer The Concentrate
4. Gucci Envy Me Eau De Parfum
5. Juicy Couture Eau De Parfum
6. Viva La Juicy Eau De Parfum
7. Vera Wang Glam Princess
8. Vera Wang Princess
9. Loewe Quizas Quizas Quizas
10. Loewe Solo Pop
11. Shu Ueumura's UV Under Base Mousse
12. Shu Ueumura's blusher
13. Christian Dior Show Black Out Mascara

That's the list for now.
It's gonna cost the entire fortune of my few months pay. =(
But heck.
I shall save slowly. =)
Shouldn't be much of a problem.

On top of that,
Brian's laptop should be a priority.
He's too sweet to me lately.
Love him lots.
He's by far the best & sweetest boyfriend a girl can ever ask for. =X
Okay,
I'll stop elaborating on. =X
LOVE YOU DEAR! =X

Tomorrow is my OFF DAY!
YAY! =)
Not bad.
I think i'm doing quite well.
Not really stumbling that badly.
The staffs & seniors are quite nice too. =)

Even if the customers scold me or glared at me,
for the first time in my life, i could actually smile it off.
It's like stepping into the sacred land of your desires & dreams.

HA.
There's only one thing left to say this.....
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY JOB!
Full-stop.
Nothing else said.

YAYness!

2010-05-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow would be the start of my job in Nuance Watsons.
I wonder which terminal would i be posted to.
I have this strange hunch that it would be the budget terminal.
Don't ask why.

My airport pass would be done up tomorrow.
So happy.

Need to report at 9am!!
ZOMG!!!

More on my latest nendo sprees...

Yui Hirasawa
She's back on re-production.
THANK GOD!
HA.
She cost about 56bucks from myotakushop.
Here's the link.
If you are interested, just P-O from them.
K-ON! fans, don't miss your last chance.
She's going to be out in September due to reproduction.

Snow Miku from Sapporo Snow Festival.
HA.
I'M FINALLY GONNA GET MY HANDS ON HER!!!!
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAs! =X
Note the long laughter.
This is due to the previous post i made earlier, over here.
My dream is coming true in June.
YES, IT'S LIMITED EDITION.

I'm getting this too.
Nendoroid Tooko Amano.
She starred in Bungaku Shoujo: The Movie.
Though i didn't watch it.
But i might. HA.
She's just sweet looking with purple hair.
So yeahs.
P-O tomorrow. HA.
She would be out sometime in October. =)

Nendoroid Sebastian Michaelis.
From "Kuroshitsuji", both anime & manga series.
He's like #38 or so in the nendoroid series.
I thought he would never be out again.
But,
My prayers have been answered, i guess.
Everywhere people tried to quote me 150bucks for it.
But oh well,
SO LONG SUCKERS.
I've P-Oed him for 50bucks! =)
HEHEHEHEs~!
He would be out in September.

Nendoroid Ciel Phantomhive.
From "Kuroshitsuji", both anime & manga series too.
He looks totally pirate-ish.
That's why i love him.
There's this Death Note "L" essence in him too.
Maybe it's the chair.
But he looked more posh than "L" i guess.
I've already P-Oed him for 50bucks from a good source.
Just like Sebastian, he would be out in September too.

Gtg. NAOOOOO~
My darling boy is complaining like mad.
Asking me to watch "The Mentalist" with him.
Not that i mind.
But he minds me blogging about my obsession.
HA. =X
Stay tuned to the tumblr of mine too.
I would post photos of the nendoroids that i owned & personally photographed or so there.
So yeps!
I can't wait. *excited*

Signing off.
CHEERIOS! =)

I can't wait............

2010-05-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

I've made a few POs lately. =)
So damn darn happy.

Look at the list here;
♥ Snow Miku
♥ Miku (Still in process)
♥ Yui (Still in process)
♥ Mio

Snow Miku!
Can you imagine?
It's arriving sometime next week.
So yeps.
I'm damn happy. =)

Here's gonna goes half of my first pay man! >.<
HA.
Oh well,
Dear & Zhi Min said to pick up a hobby what right?
Never said what hobby.
So i chose this.
Isn't my fault. =)

I'm so happy i can't wait.
I've like my dream job now.
In DFS & all.
This friday is my training. =)
Like YAY!
Everything seems to be un-wait-able.

I'll upload more photos in my tumblr when i get those nendoroids.

HA.
GTG~
Ciao.
Needs to go to revise for my fire quiz. =)

Tumblr

2010-05-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

I have a new tumblr. =)
HA.
To post all my nendo-craze.
So yeps.
All photos of my nendos will go there.
While i blog here...
My link is up there.

Dang man!
I wish i can work earlier.
I want more nendos & sylvanian familes items.
I seriously can't wait to buy the doll house over from Yanny! =)
HA.
I can't seem to decide which family to get.
I love the sheep one.
But, can't seem to find them anywhere. >.<

Oh well.
I've posted my "wants" for nendoroids list.

New job heading my way.... =3

2010-04-27T10:45:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps! =)
I think for this whole week.
I'm damn happy.
As though i'm on a HAPPY SODA drink fest.
Maybe it's retail therapy.
It's totally working.

Not to mention, my beloved boyfriend did play a huge part in it too.
HA.

I've landed in my DFS job! =)
Woah.
Dream job.
Feels dreamy.
Like HAPPY SODA. =3

& yeps.
Thanks Sewtin's BF, Alvin for his directions.
If not, i'll be damn damn damn LATE.
THANK YOU~
Have lunch tgt with SewTin soon too!
Miss Teh Tarik-ing tgt.

One more nendo in my house this week.
It's Ms Fate! =)
Bleahs Raphael!!!!

Yeps.
Nendo #99 authentic from GSC!

MISB! =)
Mint In Sealed Box.

Look at her grumpy face.
She wants to be let out! =)

Yes, she's from T&T.

But them Ms Fate is going to a real good buyer.
Feels sad that she's going to her real home today.
Wish i could keep her.
But then,
I don't have Nanoha to accompany her.
So didn't feel like keeping her.
Bye Ms Fate!
Don't be sad.

My K-On would be completed soon! =)
WAHAHAHAs!
Mio & Yui is arriving soon!
Azusa is still at GSC factory making.
I'll get her once it's out.
I wonder if my spree would be that good to get me a K-On Live stage set too...
Hmmmm....

MAN, i'm turning geeky otaku collector-ish.
But who cares.
They are cute!
& they make me happy.
That's all that really matters.
I can totally understand all the collector's feelings. =)

Oh ya.
Btw,
I'm on a secret mission. =)
Muhahahahas!
Learning loads from Yanny from evil deep throat laughs.
HA.
Short round!
We will rescue you from the evil clutches soon.
We will make you de-bundle.
Yanny's a good owner man! =3
HEHEHEHEHEs. *rubs hands*

Gtg.
Lunch now.
School's at 1.
ZOMG!
It's 11.
Rush rush rush, here we go AGAIN!

Pepper & K-On's MUGI! =)

2010-04-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

Back from all the work in school.
First week of school is tiring.
Though i only have 2 days of school.
I've been like a good kid trying to studying hard for Fire & Life Safety.
In hope that i could get the SCDF certification.

Meanwhile....
Yes, we have gotten back together.
He knows what happened.
& we just patched.
I don't ever wanna leave him again.
He's like the best guy i ever know. =)

Some peektures of MY PEPPER.

Handsome dog right?

Super love his wolf face.
WOOFIE!

Biting on the rug.

Chew Chew chew chew.....

Grrr....
It's MINE.

I'm done with it.
But it's still mine.

BLEAHS!

Tried aromatherapy recently.
It's not bad.
Gotten this Sakura scent from Daiso for 2bucks.
& it is looking good.

Loves the feel of light from a candle.
Very very comfy to me.
Somewhat like a lighthouse feeling.

Recently,
Yanny had gotten into a PVC craze with me.
HAHAHAs.
We rock!
She likes Mighty Muggs from Hasbro.
I prefer nendos though i must dare say, MUGGS RAWKS TOO!
Check out her new collection of Mugg here.
Great photography too! =)

Love this Mighty Mugg.
Wicket the Ewok.
From Starwars.
They are so damn mad cute! *scratch glass like MAD*

I am still into the K-On fever.
So...
When we(Yanny+me) went down to CSC that day,
I was looking for my loot....
Gotten her!
One lesser K-On member to go! =)
4 more members!
Yui! Ritsu! Mio! Azusa!

My loot of the day.
Tsumugi Kotobuki Nendoroid from Good Smile Company!
Yes,
She's from K-On! too.

Yes,
I've gotten her at 50bucks.
& Yes.
SHE'S REAL.

Nendo 102.

Unboxing.

Another picture of its insides.

Good quality PVC for her face.

An anatomy of Mugi.
Yes, White pantsu. =X

Mugi when she's all fixed up.

Mugi & her keyboard.

Play a tune for us before you go.....
HA.

My other K-On nendo is arriving tomorrow.
At 5-6pm in Bedok.
I will then do more reviews of her. =)
So....
DRUM ROLLS till the next post.

Meanwhile......

So long peeps....
Till then in the next post.
Goodnight! =)
Love you all.

Dear god, please don't let it be him.

2010-04-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

Through months of unhappiness & riffs,
I've learnt lots.
I've gained precious life lessons from many who were there for me.
Here, I truly thank all of you for your understanding & way lots more.
Especially, twinnie, yanny, zhimin & sewtin.

Through this rocky road in my relationship,
We had finally got back together.
I'm going to treat him even better now.
I don't wanna lose him again.

Right now,
I'm enjoying every single moment that I'm with him.
Those hugs & kisses makes me feel whole again.
I'm going to hug him tighter every now & then.
& tell him that I love him more often.

But,
Now I'm praying that....
Please don't let it be him.
Please don't choose him.

It's a year long.
If he really goes, I'm going to miss him like insane.

Kはシリーズは大好きオン！

2010-04-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

Back Peeps! =)

Went to Twister lately!
With the new 49% off all chemical processes promotion,
I've dyed my hair again.
With my hair length, it cost SGD95.

But at least with the help of a good stylist,
She helped me mix a nice colour of dyes!
Dark colour for now.
At least it no longer makes my face looks pale.

It's dark brown with a hint of ash greenish brown.

Back from Twister that day. =)
LOVES the hair colour.

Went to the scoop-y scoop-y machine that day @ Junction 8.
With Yanny while waiting for results.
Gotten the Cheshire cat! =)

Found a good place for it.
New & yet pinky next to my DS! =)

Recently,
I've been hooked on the K-On! anime. =)
Pronounced as Kei-On!
It's about a girls in high school forming a light music band!
大好き！

Featuring main chararcters....
` Yui Hirasawa (Main Vox & Guitarist)
` Ritsu Tainaka (Drummer)
` Mio Akiyama (Bassist)
` Tsumugi Kotobuki (Keyboardist)
` Azusa Nakano (Electric Guitarist)

Totally awesome.
But then there again.
I WANT THEM IN NENDOROIDS!!! =X

But then,
They cost a bomb now.
Cause i didn't PO them from GSC earlier.
So sad.
My only chance now is that i go to Japan & get them. =(
Still gonna cost a bomb that way.
But much better than being ripped off by fellow collectors!

My aim now is to save enough to go Japan to get them.

I don't understand the sudden nendoroids & petites craze that i have.
But i feel damn happy when i see them.
Just all of a sudden feel like i'm floating on clouds.
Well, maybe i'm destined to be a collector!

So far,
I've gotten.....

Rin & Len Kagamine! =)
Aren't they cute?
They brighten my day early in the morning when i see them on my desk. =)

Next,
The "needs" nendoroids list.....

Black Rock Shooter Nendoroid.
Still on P-O from Toys & Toys.
She's so cool.
Makes me feel like getting a figma of her too.

Raspberyl.
So cute!
Pink hair.
On the wants list too...

Fate.
Damn Raphael gotten it out of sheer luck! >.<
Not fair.
Love her blonde hair & the cutesy feel.

Miku Hatsune.
This nendoroid is damn expensive in Singapore.
Thanks to rippers & bloodsuckers.
She cost about 100-150bucks!
Retails at 50SGD in Japan.
One more reason to go to Japan for holiday. *winks*

Mikku Mikku!
The one who cosplays Miku!
She's damn cute with the shy expressions.
Leek-y too!
Another nendoroid that people would rip you off for! >.<

SEEEE!!!!!
I WANNNAA GOOOO TTOOOO JJAAAAPPPAAANNNN!!!

it's today. yet again.

2010-04-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

It's the special day of the month again.

In the past,
This day used to hold fond memories for me.
But as the time go by on the every 8th,
Somehow or somewhat there seemed to be something that would befall.
Through time,
The meaning of this day is lost.
It would then bicker about the outcome.

Sometimes during those times,
I wished I could just anticipate & plan the day out with me.
Instead of movies & dinner,
I would just want to sit back & watch the sunset with me.

But now,
I really miss those times that we bicker.
If time could turn back,
I would like to keep quiet & hear you out with your arms around me.

However, today,
I just wanna be alone....

Without you,
I don't wanna settle for anything else.
I'm gonna wait.

All I wish that I have strength to carry all these with you.
You are not alone.

Hope, are you there?

2010-04-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

Enough of nonsense.
Enough of everything else.

I'm no longer gonna cry.
No longer gonna stand right here doing nothing.
No longer gonna be like a kid.

Yes,
I've made mistakes.
I've been the worst girlfriend to someone really important.
I've been taking wrong routes.
I've been causing more problems then there are.

I'm really sorry.
Everything was hell of a thing that i could possibly deal with.

I know that you don't trust me now.
I know it hurts in you even more than that of anyone else.
I know it's gonna take the world to crumble to earn something like that back.
I know all these.

All these while,
I've been sad too.
But yet what could possibly be even sadder than that that it is in you right now.
Yes, my actions turned you into a monster.
I know it would take a whole lot of miracles to happen for you to accept me again.

But,
enough of what you said,
I've heard it crisp, loud & clear.

Today,
It's my turn to talk now.
I know what to do.

But, here i am.
I'm not going to run away.
I'm gonna wait and not gonna go anywhere else.
Yes, i'm damn darn sure.

Why?

Cause i don't want to be a coward running away.
I know you are facing all of these emotions alone.
The mess that i've made, i'm not going to ignore it.
I want to shoulder the blame.
All these shall not be faced by you alone.

It will hurt but nothing hurts more than whatever that is in you now.
I want to let you know that you are not alone.

If you can stop crying, yes, why can't i?

Even if, i no longer stands a chance to redeem whatever we had,
I'm going to wait.
I am not giving up.

Through years of recklessness, unhappiness and that much of being a willful child,
I didn't have much determination of doing something.
I swapped tons of times.
Never stayed put in something with much drive.
This shall be a mark of my life.
And it shall not just be words.

Let this entry to be the witness of that.

All now,
I ever asked for is not just your forgiveness,
But a lil ray of hope to light up my way.

I am truly sorry.
I miss you.
And i truly wish i could say it once more to you,
"Dear, i love you."

What makes you happy?

2010-03-29T15:37:00.000+08:00

I know for the past few days.
I've been in a really depressed state.

Yes,
I've caused many people to worry for me.
Especially my beloved friends.
Thanks alot for your encouragements. =)

So,
I'll blog about something happy today.

Hmmm.....
What do these animals have in common?

Smiley dog. =)

Cheesy Raccoon. =X

Smiley Owl.

Tongue sticking out doggy.

ANSWER: They are all happy.

Okay.
Before all of you give me a =.=" sign on your head.
I'm about to get into today's topic.
HA.
Something happy too.
Something that can give someone one a huge sugar rush.
It's of a girl's favourite colour too.
HAHAHAs.

It's H A P P Y S O D A!!!!
Yes yes.
Happy Soda topic is indeed infectious!
HA.

Why is it called happy soda, in the first place?
Weird right?
Though the scourging through the net today gives me no clues to this answer.
But,
Hmmmm...
It probably let's its drinker a reason to feel happy for.
Like in this case, the H A P P Y S O D A! =)
Try it & you know im not talking nonsense.

Okay okay.
What is a HAPPY SODA?

It's a beverage originated from Indonesia. *so says the net*
It's other name, Soda Gembira.
If you directly translate it means, ‘Fun Soda.’
It is served with a tall mug which contains condensed milk, syrup cordial and blocks of ice. Alongside soda water in a separate glass.
You will have to pour the soda water yourself into the mug.
You will be provided a long spoon but no straw.
The sweeter you want your beverage to be the more soda you add.

So...
Though it's sinful.
But it makes you float on cloud nine due to the sugar rush you get later. =)
HA.

Now,
Where to get it?
You can try it at Indo Padang at Cineleisure.
The one nearer to the Youth Park.
At B1 at the corner of Koufu @2.50 per glass.
However, they don't seem to separate the soda from the beverage itself.
Nevertheless, try it! =)
Try their Chicken Noodles too.
It's Oishii too~

Went there with Yanny the other day.
Drank 2 tall glasses of it.
Till she said i was insane if im going for the third. =)
When there was a flea nearby at the Youth Park.
So credits to her recommendations too!

I STRONGLY believe that sweet stuffs can cheer you up. =)
Go try & see what the frenzy is about!

ねんどろいどぶらっく★ろっくしゅーたー

2010-03-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

Don't people just love nendoroids?

I seldom blogged much about my obsession with with GSC nendoroids.
This entry is for one special nendoroid on my P-O list.

But,
I've been trying really hard to get the much faved vocaloid Hatsune Miku.
However, she's too popular & fast snatching.
Loved her sleek greenish blue hair & all.
But then....

I found something damn damn cool when i was on the com today.
Recently,
Good Smile Company has opened this really cool pre-order!

I shall present to you,
BLACK ROCK SHOOTER, Hatsune Miku!

She's like a real babe! =)
Totally love her hair too.
Black with streaks of blue.

Here she goes,
Pew-pew-pew-pew... =X
Sugoi desu ne~

She comes with a Rock Cannon & a Black Blade.

Flow-y hair of the female warrior.

The cute look.
On that checkered stand.

The cool look with the Rock Cannon.

Raphael & i are so going to P-O for this black beauty on this coming Wednesday.
30bucks deposit here it goes....
But she looks totally worth.
This Wednesday T&T here we come.

She cost 42bucks for Pre-order price on toys & toys.
Normally it would cost around 56bucks or higher.
Click here & you can P-O for her before 2nd April.

All info are taken from the Good Smile Company website from here.

Those interested P-O for it now.
Before its too late.

Can't talk or blog.

2010-03-28T17:14:00.000+08:00

I'm currently down right now. AGAIN.
Full-stop.

Gloat, if you want.
Go on, party poppers & streamers.

I just need more directions in my life.

And i need MORE HAPPY SODA.

I really don't wanna leave your heart.

2010-03-15T00:43:00.001+08:00

I've given it much thought.
Maybe it's wrong not to say.
I'm stupid & dumb not to let you know.

At all cost, i still wanna be with you.
Though you have made it clear.

But i still wish to see that wee bit of happiness that is left.
I want to be hugged to sleep. once again.

You used to ask me not to miss you.
Cause you say that you would miss enough for the both of us.
Now, you say that you can't afford to miss me.
So i shall say, "I'll miss enough for the both of us."

For once that you are gone for so long,
I hated those times that i didn't see you.

I thought that after these 2 months,
I would just be that lil girl & crawl back to you.
& tell you that i'm willing to put everything down & get back together.
Cause i missed you so.

This whole ordeal has been hell.
For the both of us.
I missed you.
& so have you missed me.
But one thing is for sure now.
I'm really really sorry.

Regardless of what happened.
I'll still be here.
Even if you chase me away.
I'll wait & no longer i'll be swayed.

Here i am with burnt hands.
I pray & i hope that one day, this ache would go away.

Would you once again mend my broken heart?

FIR!

2010-02-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

Damn it.
How could i miss F.I.R's autograph session today?!?!
ARGH!
I've bought almost every single one of their albums! >.<
Except the first one.

From the first album,
i love their songs!!!
HA.

Should i go tomorrow? >.<
2/27 (Sat)
15:00 Lot 1 Roof Garden

Anyone wanna accompany me?
Will love you to death. =)

This Sunday.

2010-02-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

This Sunday is the much anticipated Valentine's Day.

Hmmm.
Naughty or Nice? =X

NAFFA & My Lovely Petites.

2010-01-21T20:35:00.000+08:00

A week ago.
We had NAFFA.
Yes.
The one with 6 stations.
The last time i did it was,"Hmmm... Secondary 2?"
LOL.
& i remember vaguely that i tried to jump till i pass.
WITHOUT SURPASSING 110!
ZZzzzz.

This time might be my last time taking NAFFA.
So...
Here goes! =)

Headed to the CANDY STORE first.

So....Who is the fairest of them all! =)

My vintage sugar sticks~
Miss my childhood sweets alot.

After NAFFA at 8plus.
Let's see my results...
1. Inclined Pull ups: 16
2. Shuttle Run: Can't remember! But pass!
3. Sit & Reach: 35
4. Sit-ups: 30
5. Standing Board Jump: 134 (FAIL!)
6. 2.4 Walk/Run: 12.04 (FAIL!)

Me & Sew's number!
0086 is MINE.

Sew, Me, YY!

On Wednesday,
Went out with Raphael again!
N-E-N-D-O-R-O-I-D H-U-N-T-I-N-G!!!
Went to a few places.
1. Bugis. Sunshine Plaza.
Walk to Plaza Singapura.
2. China Square Central
Walk to Raffles Place
Train to Bugis.
3. Shop in Bugis street & Parco Bugis.
4. Sunshine Plaza.
5. Plaza Singapura

AND and AND and.....
Ah Chew's Dessert~

Yes.
The menu~
Mango sago R.A.W.K.S!

Kira is here to take the orders!

Here it is!
The UN-BOXING desu yo!

Case File #01.

I'm left with Misa Misa～ちゃん, Watari～君 & Rem!

Raphael's idea.
A box within a box!

Let's see what i've got!

Kira～君(left) & Shinigami Ryuk! \(^o\) (/o^)/

Stop giving that evil look.
It is 私のマンゴのsago! (>x<)

& yups.
One more secret L's photo is not included into the photos. YET.
Note: YET!!!

Oh ya.
I finally see that lovely Yuki Miku Pre-order~!
Expensive as hell.
SGD 109~ (o_o)
雪Miku Hatsune is well worth! (;_;)/~~~

I've been trying to save enough to go to the school's KOREA trip.
I shall try.
Though my PSEA account has 1.4k!
But the cash have to pay upfront.
HAIZ.
Plus.
That doesn't count the 300bucks i need more to go.
The 6days 5nights trip cost approximately 1.7k.
So yeah.
But i've signed up already.
So yeahs.
Here goes.....
KAMBETTE! \(^o\) (/o^)/

Rozen Maiden + Nendoroids!

2010-01-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Lately,
I've become more & more "otaku".

I've been watching Rozen Maiden.
Damn cool.
The dolls are damn cute.

We all love kun-kun! =)
Kawaii desu.

Shinku!
5th Rozen Maiden.

I used to stare at her figurine when i'm at the japanese shop.
She's lovely.
But i've always wanted to know her story.

Hence,
i begun watching Rozen Maiden lately.

I'm going to begin looking for nendoroids!
I'll begin my collection.
First with the nendoroids from Death Note. =)

Death Note Nendoroids.
Cute aren't they.

I want this Sapporo Yuki edition Miku! =)
So cute till you can faints!

GOT TO HIT SUNSHINE PLAZA OR CSC SOOOONNNNN!!!

Sherry is unavailable right at this moment.

2010-01-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

It's been a hell of a long time since i've blogged.
It's been a tough time for me.
Super lots to do.

On the other hand,
I've gotten a new phone!
Like yay!
Yes yes,
I've joined the "i'm another i-phone user" group.
My baby iphone 3gs! =)

Will upload more photos soon. =)

Term Test is OVER!

2009-12-09T14:51:00.000+08:00

HA.
I officially declare that term test is over!
Like YAY!

So yeaps.
Will blog more info to you soon! =)

Keep smiling sweeties.
Love ya.

Term Test is coming....

2009-12-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

When i am just about to smile that SIP has finally ended,
& Christmas is just around the corner.

It's TERM TEST yet again. *sighs*

I miss those lil free moments when you could still rely on someone for help.
For now,
I don't know who could help me.
Or who could put me out of this grotesque piece of mess.

I have no idea what to do about it.
I just wish that one fine day.
This ugly feeling could just fade away.
& let me live in the lively world once again.

In 2 more months,
It's gonna be my first year anniversary.
Can't imagine this feeling.
In this world,
You finally prove yourself that you are the only one who could tolerate the lil princess.
Nobody else is like you.
No one could tolerate or understand my hot & cold spells.

I can't ever imagine Cheryl to be spell bounded by someone for a year.
It's near impossible.
So, when the day comes....
Im gonna celebrate. =)

I wonder......

2009-12-02T08:36:00.001+08:00

I have no idea why.
But something hit me hard on my head today.
Yes, right after that Auntie told me i forget to tap my card.
I totally spaced out & just board the bus.
Clean forgetting the ez-link card at hand.

After all that talk with my dearest sweet girl, Phyllis.
I finally understand how she feel about all her damn past with that jerk.
I feel & see it clearer now.

Just like her.
I've this idiosyncratic urge to feel the ambiguous excitement again.
No wonder she remains single.
She's just opening herself to more options.
Till she finds the one that she would feel that strong strong feeling for,
before stepping into the beautiful yet ugly world of relationship.

Yes, im happy with my boy.
But sometimes people just want more.
Want more from life.
Want more for themselves.
People can never be satisfied.

Feeling listless & in deep thoughts now & then,
It's about my future.
I still have no idea what or who i wanna be.

I JUST DON'T WANNA GROW UP!
I am not ready.
Not just yet.
Hang in there time, just a lil while more!

Fun day camping @ MAC

2009-11-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

Oh god.
Im so damn bored. =(

Today.
Sewtin & i have this weird weird feeling in us.
HA.
So we blamed the afternoon sun.

We avoided the rain to Changi Airport. =)
Pure luck.
T2.
With McNuggets on our tables.

I invented this new game today.
So much for the end of "Rape. Shoot & Marry" game.
Now it's the "Truth, The Truth & the only truth" game.
HA.

Yes to K.
Yes to S.
Yes to Y2K.
Yes to H.
Yes to HQ.
Yes to KB.

No to E.
No to YH.
No to KY.
No to WS.
No to R.
No to WZ.
No to J.
HA.

Go ahead & guess.
My Sherry Code! =) *many winks to sew*
HA.

Fun. Pure Fun.
HA.
Let's play this someday when we are 1/2 drunk.

I hearts the truth.
Misses a lil bit risqué in my life.
Wish that someone or somebody could spice up a storm. =)

May the playful lil girl, come out to play. *winks*

High Scores. School life. =)

2009-10-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOO!
Im high on bejewelled! =)

See that?
I've just gotten one of the highest scores in Bejewelled!
Finally beaten Phildia's record,
That was standing high on the first place for like 2-3weeks.

One of the world's best scores!
I rawk or what?
HA.
I guess im just lucky today. =X

The hyped up sneer face for school!

Not much things to blog about.
Cause first few weeks of school. =)

Tuesdays are YOGURT days.
& I Absolutely Heart N.Y Cheesecake yogurt from Berrylite.

Wednesdays are going to be gym/jogging & study days.

Fridays are shopping spree days.
& boyfriend book out days!
Weee! =X

See!
My weeks are planned out! =)
I can't wait to smile even more on Saturdays & Sundays. =X

Loves School.
Loves Peeps.
Loves the life.

PS: G.A.Y! *Yes mum, i still can't stand it.*
The Drama Queen here.
Signing off~

I am back.

2009-10-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

Back in school.
Absolutely love campus life here.
Watch it people, let the semester begin.

If you don't be careful,
Sparks would just flash over your head.
& the next thing you know, flames will arise.

Yeah yeah.
All those out there prying.

Yes i know.
It takes 2 hands to clap.
But sometimes, people just clap those hands for you.
& dump you in those problems.
& act as if they were the victims.
Go ahead. It looks like you have won.
But you know what?
Pretendence is just who you are.
That thin mask you wear on your face is all that you have won over.
& that is the strength of your friendship till others tear them off for you.

People say;
The older you are, the smarter & the more matured you will be.
But well, people just proved me wrong.

A lil piece of advice.
Straightforward. & in your FACE.
Drop the act.

XOXO me, in this semester. =X

My love.

2009-10-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

My love comes in toffee wrappers! =)

Im gonna blog about this soon.
Right after my life settles down.

With 2 jobs to cope with;
It's swirling like mad.
No constant point that could be my lil comfort zone.

Except that lil toffee for now. =)
He makes me smile out of nowhere.
Makes me feel that im a responsible mum.
Makes me feel that i've this lil kiddo that is worth living for.

His lil steps.
His soft voices.
His warm body.
His beautiful coat.
Makes my heart melt.
& at that very moment;
I thought of this very him, that bought him into my arms. =)

Yes dear.
I thank you from the very bottom of my heart.
For understanding me the most.
& for loving me the most.

Most importantly;
THANK YOU FOR TOFFEE! =)

Will update soon.

2009-10-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

Gosh!
Im really literally working my ass off this holidays.

I must be nuts.

I'll update this blog soon, peeps. =)

Watch out for updates!

Princess Diaries. & L4D Recruitment! =)

2009-09-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

Heys.
Im back again.

Still planning my next video! =X
Wondering what to put up there.
Hmmm....
Sewtin doesn't let me put the table video on youtube into my blog. *tsk*
So not fair.
The video is seriously damn funny. HA.

So...
Back into my blogging sphere.
What am i up to today.

Let's see....
I was flipping through the channels of MioTV when i saw this:

Princess Diaries.
Written by Meg Carbot.
Inspiring & Awesome.
HA.
Ya Ya. Old school, i know.
But nevertheless,
I watched on.

Anne Hathaway RAWKS.
I watched almost all of her movies. =X

The picture of her in Princess Diaries.
Those were here "younger" days in the showbiz.
Pretty Right? =)

I liked this quote from the movie today.
The more i read it.
The more i liked it. =)

Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgment that something is more important than fear.
The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all.

Another thing to be happy about....
I finally found the right embouchure!
Soprano Sax is indeed harder to play.
Gosh.
Takes a week of playing of scales non-stop up & down to get it right.

But the problem comes...
Whenever G still sounds airy whenever i play it.
Only that stupid note.

I guess.
More hard work will do the job! =)
No more complains! =X

Oh ya.
I wanna blog about something very very big & important!

I wanna recruit FEMALE friends to play L4D!
Any takers?
Anyone interested?

ONLY FEMALES! *Ya ya. Feminist. Whatever!*

There's a reason to that.
Most people keep saying this to me.
"Girls cannot play one shooter game/ team games."
"Girls cannot become gamers. Even if they do, they suck."
Totally MCP-ish people!
Pisses me off.
So here's the thing.

Im gonna pull Sewtin together.
& Phyllis.
One more vacancy. =X

Phyllis: Stop playing Resident Evil & come play this.

Imagine!
My first all girls team!
Kick guys asses! =)
Cool right?

Alrights.
Enough stuffs on my mind today.
Gotta sleep early today.
Tomorrow my stupid boy is booking out.
HA.
Time to kick his ass. =X

A Big Wash! =X

2009-09-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

We had a big project today.
HA.

Would be damn damn busy soon.
With Phyllis's florist webpage coming up.
Lots to cover.
So much to do.
Yet so little time & we didn't know where to begin.

A stupid idea whacked my brains.
& here we are witnessing the juicy parts of it.
WARNING: It's really damn damn RANDOM! >.<

Have a good laugh at the video peeps!

& yeahs.
To clarify some doubts.

1. YES, i have NEVER really touched ANY housework at home.
The only housework that i've done is cooking & washing of dishes.

2. YES, the bear has never been anywhere near water for 3 years!

3. YES, the bear is very very dear to me. It's 3 years old.
& it was given to me during the dullest moments of my life by my dearest peeps.

4. YES, it's called TWEETY BEAR. *ya ya. stupid name. whatever.*
Cause someone who gave it to me used to look like a tweety bird. HA.
It's more of a commemoration kind of thing.

5. YES, NO bears were harmed making this short clip.

To prove fact no. 5 mentioned above to all of you....
Some pictures after the wash!

Doing pull ups.
Grumpy face now.
Sorry, i HAD to.

Side view of that strong bear! 0(. >.<)0
Changed positions.

Ta Dah!
LOL.

It somewhat hurts me that the bear is so grumpy.
But oh well,
"TWEETY BEAR! It's for your own good!"
"You are dirty & stinky for 3 years."

Ok.
End of this video.
Hope you folks had a good laugh.

& It's 12:33!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN! =)
OLD MAN ALREADY!
SHALL NOT REVIEW YOUR AGE!

Now.
Time for this Lil Sherry to enter LALA-Land again.
End of nonsense for now.

The thing that i've learnt today:
Teddy bears could be dumped into the washing machine to be washed clean! o(. >.<)0
Guess, It's never too late to learn. HA.

Goodnights peeps.
LOVE ya.

Butterfly Lovers

2009-09-16T13:18:00.000+08:00

YAY!
Daddy improved the speed of the broadband at home.
It's 10Mbps now.
I can play games already. =X
Wee!

At the same time.
We have free MiO TV now.
YAY!
Cable tv at last.
I can't remember the last time there's cable tv at home.

So...
I decided to be one of the first to watch it.
I caught this show on cable. =X
So i tried it on.
Picked a show.
& ta-dah! =X

The butterfly lovers.
Starring Wu Zun From Farhenheit, Charlene Choi from Twins & Hu-Ge. =X

The story is basically the new & revised edition of 梁山伯与祝英台.
The Chinese legends similar to Romeo & Juilet written by Mr William Shakespeare.
I totally love this story! =X

The very few childhood moments when i was told this story;
I still could remember how i gasped loudly at the fact that they didn't let girls to be educated.
& how my heart fell when both of the lead casts turned in butterflies after death.
It's somehow left a big stab into my heart.
I felt the pain of the couple.

But at the same time,
I felt that they were lucky.
Cause they lived & died together.
& that they understood the meaning of love.
More than anyone else.
They learnt how to CHERISH.
LOVE INDEED KNOWS NO BOUNDARIES.

Yes, i did cry while listening to the story.
Can't remember who told me.
But that person is definitely a very good storyteller back then.

The moments where she "dies".
& that loving look from the guy. =(
*Heart pains*

Stupid me.
Knowing that it would have ended a sad way,
I still watched on.
& the same surge of emotions came on again.

However from this movie,
It brought lots of reflections too.

Somehow this time,
I envied them.
For loving as if there were dying.
YA YA.
I sound sadist. Say all you want. HA.

But if you would think of it this way,
Youths nowadays like to use 殉情 as a reason to commit suicide.
But in my opinion,
I feel that they lived in a world that is so lucky that they do not realized & see how lucky they were.
Neither they would stop & think about it.
Such a pitiful way to live life.
A waste of life.

Unlike the past, where life isn't that well off for humans.
A time where there's no Internet or fast food.
They look at the words, "殉情" in a very different light.
If i were to live in the older eras,
I would see "殉情" in a more sacred light.

So,
The movie was well worth.
With bouts of reflections that it brought on to a lil girl like me.
I shall give it 3.5 stars. =)

GO WATCH IT IF YOU HAVE NOT DONE SO. =)

Plus.
One more thing about this movie.
Harlem Yu was damn cute & funny in the show as he always is too. =X
Funny guy.
So old already still so funny.

Oh ya.
This show reminds me of JJ 林俊杰's 江南.
My first Mandopop song that drove me to the obsession with music. =X

HEARTS to JJ 林俊杰! =X
My EMO king.
My faved local artist.
He's a good composer & lyricist.

Watch this Youtube video. =)
Nice flash animation of the song.

The Lyrics of the song.
江南 River South

风到这里就是黏黏住过客的思念
Wind reaches here to stick, to stick the misses (thought) of passengers.

雨到了这里缠成线缠著我们流连人世间
Rain reaches here and becomes a line, entangling us wandering in our life.

你在身边就是缘缘分写在三生石上面
Fate is besides you, and being written on top of the "stone of three life"

爱有万分之一甜宁愿我就葬在这一点
Love contains sweet in one out of ten thousands, I rather being buried here.

圈圈圆圆圈圈天天年年天天的我
Circle, round and circle. Days, years and days. I..

深深看你的脸生气的温柔埋怨的温柔的脸
deeply look into your face. The angrily gentle, complainingly gentle face.

不懂爱恨情愁煎熬的我们
We do not understand love, hate, feeling, sad and suffer.

都以为相爱就像风云的善变
And keep thinking loving each other is like the ever changing wind and clouds.

相信爱一天抵过永远在这一刹那冻结了时间
Believing that someday, love will reach the stage of eternity, and freezes the time at that immediate moment.

不懂怎么表现温柔的我们
We do not understand how to show our gentle.

还以为殉情只是古老的传言
Still think that commits suicide together in the name of love is just an ancient tale.

离愁能有多痛痛有多浓
How pain is the sorrow of leaving each other. How deep is the pain

当梦被埋在江南烟雨中
When the dream being buried in the smoky rain of river south

心碎了才懂
after the heart is broken, only we understand.

Ok.
Enough of those sad sad situations.
My turn to RANT!
HA.

I thinking about getting a LG Joy! =X

The pink one.
Of course.
Im thinking about a touch screen photo since centuries.
Anyone thinks it's a good idea?
Tag me on my blog.
Or tweet me in my twitter. =X

A few things that i wished to buy.
On my list. =)
Im a girl.
So it's normal.

Number one!

Facial Sauna from Watson.
I heard it can open up your pores so you can cleanse them better. =X
Plus it's just 20 bucks for this baby.
& more points from Watsons. =X
Why not, right?

Number Two!

Gently Purify Essential Oil from The Body Shop.
HA.
Use it on the oil burner, in the bath or the facial sauna.
It could purify the senses & detox your skin at the same time.
This baby cost 19.90 for a 10ml bottle.

Number Three!

An Aromatherapy Oil burner.
Most probably buy it from Daiso @ 2 bucks. =X
Totally cool!
I wanna try aromatherapy at home.
Need to calm myself down sometimes.
HA.
Can relax too.
Then i could invite girlfriends over & have tea.
Cool right?
All sitting down aromatherapy-ing with me.
HA.

That's all for today i guess. >.<
I would blog more often nowadays as it's the holidays.
More free time.
Don't miss me too much peeps.
HA.

Ciao.
Beauty Sleep now.
Goodnight world.
Off to LALA-land.

L4D Craze.

2009-09-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday.
HA.
Met up with SewTin & Alvin.

We did went back to school too.
As Sewtin had to submit her logbook.
SewTin's head was buried scribbling away in the pink logbook.
While we had lunch in Mensa.
LOL.

Oh ya.
Father forget her BTT again!
Damn funny.
So always so blur like a SOTONG.
Next time,
At least let 3 people remember for you.
Safer bet i guess. =)

SewTin & her cool "i-scream" soda.
HA.
Alvin in the foreground.

Refusing the limelight early in the morning.
Maybe busy people really hate cameras.
HA.

The irritating pinky logbook!
I still can vaguely remember how i completed mine sub-consciously.

Thinking.
Brainstorming.
Words wordy words.
All nonsense just like mine.
HA.

I got addicted to the orange Tic Tac.
No idea why.
Once you pop, somehow you cannot stop.
So don't buy!
You end up worst than drugs.
Drugs cannot buy.
So you will stop.
Tic Tac everywhere sell.
So cannot stop.

Flashed those pearly whites for the completed logbook.
Finally.
HA.

Warning: Don't ever ask a GIANT to take your photos!
This is what you get.
Big head.
Big body.
Tiny feets.
Totally scary.
I still have to recheck my feet a few more times to reassure myself everytime i see this pic.

After submissions of logbook.
Went to Geylang Serai for a walk.
Nothing gained.
I only remember seeing curtains after curtains.
Super boring.

Afterward,
We headed down to Katong.
Meet my stupid boy of all time.
Mr Suey.
Missed him though.
Didn't spend much time with him recently.
He still hasn't changed.
Still find all sorts of ways to disturb me at all cost.

And so...
We had a day full of L4D.
At Katong LAN Shop. =)

YAY.
I was Zoey! =X
The only female character there.
Wonder why?
Not that females cannot hold guns properly.
They should add more female characters.
3:1, isn't fair.

Funny Scene at LAN shop yesterday:
I was low on health at that moment.
So i scruff around the map for pills.
Then i saw this big signboard in the hospital map.
"PILLS"
I told her, "I want this! I really want it!"
SewTin turned her head to my screen & saw what Zoey was looking at.
SewTin laughed like mad on that.
She saw Zoey with flash lights looking up on the billboard, "PILLZ."

Had fun.
Had joy.
I always cherished the moment when im with those peeps.
They never fail to make me laugh or whack them due to NONSENSE.

2 Random facts that people don't see in me....

1.
I may look like a strong person on the outside..
On the other hand
Deep down.....
Im afraid one day. one moment.
That special moment might be lost.
I've be reflecting a whole lot lately.
Especially about relationships with those once special someones.
Then things will never be the same again.
& it would be carried down with the deepest & greatest remorse of my life.

2.
I look & think of my face as a piece of canvas.
I take pride in the applications of creativity & art that is hung on the white mundane walls every individual day.
I feel different when i apply different colours & textures on my face.
Bright colours makes me happy.
Glitters makes me feel glamorous.
Dark colours makes me feel toned down.

Ciaos for today. =)
Goodnights all darlings!
Sweet dreams.

PS: I would blog about something sweet tomorrow. =X

Boys Over Flowers & Jericho's products.

2009-09-12T11:21:00.000+08:00

Im back! =)
Miss me?

Recently,
Im have some spare time after my bf enlisted.
Not that im complaining at all.

It's weird that we didn't end up teary on the last day before he was enlisted.
All the other girlfriends that i have cried like mad.
As though they could not see each other anymore.
It somehow feels different from here.
It's just 2 weeks i told myself.
What is there to fuss?

Two more things before i forget.
HA.
My recent obsessions & crazes.
Let's see...

1. Pretty boys! =)
WooHoo!
YAY! *jumps in the air*
Boys Over Flowers RAWKS!
LOVEs Ji Hoo Sunbae!

The F4 of Korea.
Yeah, i know.
They are plastic.
Like Barbie & Ken dolls. =)
Too perfect. & yet still kinda manly.
From top left (clockwise): So I-Jeong (Kim Beom), Yoon Ji Hoo (Kim Hyun-Joong), Gu Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho) & Song Woo Bin (Kim Jun).
The real names are in brackets.

My 4 Pretty Boys. =)

LOVEs Ji Hoo!
Sunshine smile. Gentleman. Musically Inclined. Pretty boy. Cool. Calm. Quiet.
He plays multiple instruments in the show.
Guitar. Piano. Violin. Harmonica. Vocalist.
He always appear when the lead female needs him the most.
If he exist, i would definitely fall head over heels with him without blinking. =)
I Love Ji Hoo! =)

So much of this new craze.
I seldom watch Korean dramas due to the draggy plots.
But this is not so bad, i guess.
First Korean drama that i go gaga over Ji Hoo! =)

2.
This is my latest obsession.
Jericho's products.
Pronounced as Je-Ri-Ko.
HA.
It's from Israel.
They offer a wide range of face, skin & body care products.
It's active ingredients includes the nourishing salt extracts from the dead sea. =)
They should work! =)

Has this fabulous experience with Jericho's sales staffs.
He was confident & straight to the point.
Apart from the rest,
He just let the products do the talking.
He also agreed to refund me if it doesn't work. =)
How polite.

The reason why i bought their products cause,
All these while i wanted to buy some products to maintain my face.
People always say look after your own face.
If you don't all the MRT lines, LRT lines & Crow feets will come out of nowhere free.
HA.
In short, I LOVE MY FACE. =)

Oh ya.
I went to cut my hair at Monsoon Twister.
HA.
YAY! =)
Totally cool experience.
Once in a long long while. >.<
My hair totally feels lighter now.
With a lil more volume too.

How great is that? =X
Good for curling & tying up high! =)
WEE!

Ciao~
Byes all friends~! =)
For now.

Long Long Long Longest Picture Post. for now. =)

2009-09-10T19:08:00.001+08:00

To my long long long long POST!
As promised.

Guess what?
My blogger is finally working already! =)
HURRAYs!
YAY!

Over Overdue stuffs.
Let's get over it now.
HA.

On "Dad's" Birthday

On the way to Pasir Ris to meet Sewtin first. =)
Wee!
The bangs are so neat.
Good good. =X

Mother & i. =)

Mother-daughter love!
HA.

PS father.
No photos of you.
Cause....
You will kill me if i put it inside.
All damn weird one.
Your actions like raising hands, hair messy...etc...

On SMU Shitty gig day

Faved photo that day.
My boy. =)
Stupid gig.
Shall not elaborate on the SMU idiots.
Arrogant. Stuck up. Bitchy.

On Pepper's & His Lil Stayover

That's my lil boy! =)
Miss you like mad.

My sister kept on bringing him out.
She loves him.
But he loves me more! =)

On Recording Day

Emo-ish.
HA.
I look pale.
Like Angela in 梦里花's album style.

Pepper, my boy!
He kept running.

Tired after the running frenzy.
HA.
Finally.

My jap contact lenses arrived.
& yeahs.
I spoilt one pair.

Due to long nails. >.<
I like the brown eyes! =)
Brown make up RAWKS too.

I finally managed to bring out the essence of brown big eyes make up.
I watch several episodes of 女人我最大 & look through POPTEENs to get this. =)

My FAVED POPTEEN cover! =)
So Sunshine.
So Sunny side up feeling. =)

Later Recording at night....

At FyeWerkz again.
But this is their last jam.
Feels sad for them.
One month without music due to army.

Twinnie as CasualSax.
Tsk.
HA.

Dice Dynamite.
Brendon. =)
He's damn cool.
Yes, he's not malay.
He's Eurasian.
I like his cool stories. =)

My toot toot. =)
Wee.
He looks honest with my specs on.
Cute! =)

Scat on the com.
Rendra on the electric. =)
Wee.
Recording!

Look at the drummer! =)
I like to see them jam.
Somehow you would catch the frenzy feel.

Later at night. =)

MJMJ.
Yes.
It's an obsession.
FYI: Those are my real lashes. =X

Love this pic like mad.
Cause, i look skinny faced.
HA.

Cousin's Birthday

It's Elson's birthday.
His boss held his birthday at Mariott Hotel.
Wee!
Smack out in Orchard after so long.

Set my jap styled hair in the early afternoon.
Yes.
I didn't do it for myself.
It's PHYLLIS.
My very own favourite personal hairstylist. =)

I can't seemed to get enough of the jap style of hair nowadays. =X

Sis's hair for the gala that night. =)

Sis & Misha(cousin in red).
Before the gala begins. =)

Theron & dad.
I like his fringe.
Very super duper Korean. =X

Misha & I.
I look kinda like a jap doll. =)

Another shot! =)

Mr Party!
Flash those whites man! =)

Text text text!
Gesh! =X

Birthday boy & the extra. jkjk.
HA.

Me & the birthday boy! =X
Note: the shot is blurred. It's stupid Theron's fault. =X

Happy Candid Cousin's shot.

Proper Cousin Shot.
Not all cousins though.
Still got alot more.

Ryman.
& that lil irritating brat trying to fit in the picture!
HA.

Today

Boyfriend is enlisting on Sept 11.
YES!
That's today morning.
I don't have that separation anxiety thingy yet though.
Maybe it would come in a week's time.

I counted.
He would be out on the 25th.
2 weeks from now.
Gonna miss him like mad.

Made breakfast for him. =)

Mr Smiley burger.
All Sunshine. =)

Mr Smiley.
Still Smiling.
But not so bright than before.

Mr Smiley's last photo.
Before he was eaten.

He promised me some last photos before NS.
Since we can't take NeoPrints.
Too last minute.

I missed him.
& he missed his hair. =)

A smack on the cheek.

Last photo of us.
His eyes look a lil dorky.
But my bf says he look nice.
So be it.
HA.

Tired.
Took 4 hours to blog this.
While watching Boys Before Flowers.
The first ever Korean drama that made me go gaga.
I love Ji Hoo! =)
Pretty boy face.
Sweet smile. *faints*

Will blog more tomorrow about BOF! =)
WATCH IT OKAYS?
It's cool.

=(

2009-09-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

I can't manage to blog! =(
Seems like blogger is experiencing some big problems.

I CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES!
ALL I SEE IS WHITE TEMPLATES! >.<

I'll be back.

2009-08-27T09:29:00.000+08:00

Been absolutely busy nowadays.
You know.
SIP ending.

So yeahs.
Reports.
ETC....
All loose ends to be tidied up.

No time to blog pictures even.
Will update more in a lil bit more time people.

I promise you for:
More pictures.
More updates.
More juicy gossips. =)

IcE